tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40781629773906658052024-03-14T01:10:08.992-07:00Wolferion EN/USHi guys. This my english version of my original blog. I created this because I sometimes write poetry and all that kind of stuff in english, too so i thought why not just share it world wide. Plus I thought why not to express some ideas in this blog too. I am not making money out of this, no AdSense no nothing. I would be glad if people would start to talk about what I post and share it.Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.comBlogger36125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-57079051003132495002019-01-19T13:03:00.001-08:002019-01-19T13:03:14.497-08:00A box of matches<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
A box of matches,<br />is all that took,<br />to keep me warm,<br />and made the world hooked.<br /><br />Like in a fairytale,<br />written by Andersen,<br />about one winter,<br />that was quite bothersome.<br /><br />What I had saw<br />and what I must do,<br />across the universe, <br />I´m reaching for you.<br /><br />About the northern lights, you know,<br />and perhaps in fear you might be,<br />but dreams come true for the brave,<br />and there surely are wonders to see.<br /><br /> ...Just one star? Make that three!!!<br /> No more prophecies everyone´s free, from this madness of <b><i>Paris...</i></b></div>
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Undone be London<br />and it´s November,<br />pick a perfume,</div>
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for days to remember.<br /><br />And bring an umbrella<br />in case of the rain,<br />because together,<br />we´re spending the day.</div>
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Don't forget some jokes,<br />about that one date,<br />when people of Notre-Dame,<br />sang: <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzNvk80XY9s" target="_blank">"When Saturn comes late...".</a></div>
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You may know it all,<br />some secrets had been told,<br />but I only want a hand,<br />which is only mine to hold.<br /><br />And if you might wonder,<br />what I might ask,<br />after all that happened,<br />what´s left to mask?<br /><br />And if you will doubt,<br />that I can´t let go of control,<br />I rest you assured,</div>
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<br /> ... and I´m just wondering, what the last gift shall I give?<br /> But I can think about it in those last 3 years that I will live... </div>
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<br />Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-28056581063156297102018-08-13T04:04:00.001-07:002018-08-13T04:04:37.852-07:00Rant: The whole country should be thrown into trash! (part 1 of 2)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">
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I wondered how I would make a consistent article about the state of Slovakia, but the problems that it has, are so intertwined (and many yet uncovered)I decided to just list them. Use this as a guide if you ever want to function in this country. May contain offensive language, be warned:</div>
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First of all, I want to state, that I had some pretty good teachers at elementary school as I went with my friends, thanks to them, on many competitions like astronomy, geology, mathematics and such and you should really consider putting your child through some, even if he/she doesn´t want it, because diplomas from those competitions count as points towards acceptance to a better middle school. Now let me explain the educational system here so you have a rough mental picture of how it works:</div>
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<b>e,</b> <u>Universities</u> (usually 3 years are the norm for the bachelor degree, +2 for masters, but the Ph.D. mostly varies from 5 to 7. Universities also took upon the role of colleges as they also offer the distinct form of studies for adults on the job market. University can be attended only by finishing the middle school with the right type of graduation and passing the entry tests if there are any.)</div>
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Now, it´s all good and cool while your kid is in the elementary. Besides teacher´s failing marriage and thus taking it on the kids or timid teacher overpowered by kids and getting locked in the dumpster is a usual occurrence all around the world and considered normal here. The problem starts when your kid enters middle school. You see, a different type of school has a different type of curriculum on the subject, but the same teacher can teach the subject at any school. So your kid can end up on a Gymnasium (which should prepare your kid for university) expecting that the teacher will try to teach them quadratic function, differentials, topography, and matrixes until you find out that the Math teacher´s husband, a renowned bodybuilder, is solving the homework that she provided, because she didn´t even have a fucking clue what kind of math problem she created AND IF IT IS REALLY SOLVABLE BECAUSE SHE JUST DISCOVERED THE TOPIC THAT SHE NEED TO TEACH A FEW MONTHS AGO AFTER SHE WAS HIRED! AND WHEN HE DIED SHE QUIT BECAUSE SHE COULDN´T COMPUTE!!! LITERALLY!!! YOU SEE THE PROBLEM? (Before SJW´s chime in, you should know, that despite the fact she ruined future for many of kids, she wasn´t even properly reimbursed) For example, my math teacher before teaching on Gymnasium taught quadratic function on a CONJOINED school in the last year of attendance. The quadratic function is taught in Gymnasiums in the second half of the first year. We learned it in the second year. We didn´t learn about matrices or differentials AT ALL AND BARELY TOUCHED UPON FUNCTIONS! </div>
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Solution to this may be a segregation by resumé and an automatic, official, no "buddy-buddy, you scratch my back I scratch yours" career movement (which is almost impossible at this point). The fact, that needs to be stated, that there even exists a 1-year minimal degree for teaching and it has the same weight as the 5-year degree for teaching, is not even funny. It´s lovecraftially-hysterical (<i>Note:</i> <i>I became insane from anger </i><i>from writing this</i><i> at this point</i>). Slovakia pushes for industrial sciences and studies, yet has not enough experienced teachers, and even if it hires a foreign one, usually the fuck just buys a book from Amazon, learns it word by word and gets the money from the school, the country and the percentage from what the country of origin of the teacher gives to Slovakia, while experienced teachers get fired. Top fucking LOL.</div>
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Even if you still consider to be a teacher, good luck to you, as teachers tend to form "sister-mafia-pacts" where they only hire family and friends. So a newcomer has almost no chance.</div>
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Second of all, some parts of Slovakia has really vile, vile, viiiiiiileeeee children so getting locked in a dumpster is just the tip of the iceberg. The next best thing is getting fucked by a student (as a teacher), which is considered a normal taboo as anywhere else. Yes, it is. Your bubble isn´t "The World".</div>
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This "Teacher Problem" has so many layers, I don´t even know if I touch on everything, but the problem which is mainly connected to this is the "Rampant Teenage Alcoholism" I will discuss later.</div>
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Oh, and remember how I told you that elementary schools are okay? Well, if you now expect for your kid to get some diplomas, so they have a headway start on a university or middle school, you can forget it. Many teachers turn these competitions into a fucking tea-party, where they favorite already knows the answer and only their free-time and gossip matters. Or they turn it into "everybody is a winner" so the diplomas have no value. Go figure.</div>
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However, even though there are some good teachers, it's like taking into consideration 600 square miles of fields just for 5 spikes of saffron. Either you use intrigue here, or get eaten by the business. Which leads me to:</div>
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Even though you only pay for food and a place to stay, don´t get wide-eyed when you start to attend a university here. If you are a foreigner, you´re good. My friend during her Ph.D. studies had to GIVE her assigned computer with HER RESEARCH to some foreigner because he liked the color of the monitor on the computer. But it´s understandable since he was a Saudi, and this I will discuss in part 2. But other foreign students get that benefits too, because of money from their countries.</div>
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If you an orphan or from older parents, or have parents with cancer and want to study, you´re fucked. It´s an almost abysmal chance that you will be granted social stipendium (bourses) for students in need as only those with divorced fucks will get them. And, dear sweet Slovakia, instead of investigating the income of the divorced fucks, they made the rules strict for those that are in need, as some of them literally needed to change their place of residence so they can pose as a child of a single parent, while the divorced fucks have many businesses, which ownership is by another family member, or even worked without a contract so they can pose as unemployed. Not to mention the money they get as divorcees and that unchecked tax ease during their marriage, so basically the country is a huge marriage scam. So enjoy your night out with your friends while knowing about the social stipendium.</div>
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As for "the Grants" on the PhDr., they have official rules, but please don´t be surprised if your cancer research doesn't make the cut but butterfly dimorphism does. It´s all about who sucked the dick to whom. And even when you get it, the one that should lead your work will steal the money for him anyway and tax it in accounting with some bullshit receipts.</div>
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As for your thesis, doesn´t matter which one, it´s checked by the software for plagiarism which is unbelievably broken. An original work can get a percentage for plagiarism because of the form you are supposed to withhold (and it is given by the university) while writing your thesis, and sometimes the software misses the "copy-paste" works completely. Many of theses were written by someone else, even some businesses like this exist all around Slovakia, so if you just trying to get a title, give up your dreams and go for <i>social worker studies</i>. If you want to confront the software developers, most of them will tell you about football, what girl they fucked or something similar. Those that were cracking/hacking/ rewriting games in the 90s and 2000s are either gone or are totally ignored on the job market for the junior positions so really reconsider if you want to lose your mind. </div>
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However, there is a united form of how your thesis should look like, but every professor and every faculty will tell you something different because no-one gives a fuck really. So don´t try to research something new, just reform an old work, and bonus points if your work helps your "professor" with their work. See? Slovakia is up with the rest of the world with this. So don´t be shocked if you see kids on PhDr. with shit works, running around screaming "Hitler/Stalin did nothing wrong".</div>
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Also if you want to finish your university sooner by attending multiple courses or subjects, you can´t. There is a limit on credits per year, so even if you want to attend a course that gives you certificate on the side like a manager (and it´s some basic shit, no even Prince2 or something), basically you need to drop out, pay 600€ for an extra year, do the subject and then 600€ for every next year to finish.</div>
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Students of medicine like to cry that have a lot of studies, yet you can found groups of them at any bar during the exam period. They can cry about histology and such, but if you are wealthy, you can pass with flying colors. You can see even pamphlets on the examination halls that say that the exams are in so and so day and time, but if you pay 250€ you can pass it without attending. Makes you wonder if they also take coupons. Law students have those privileges also. And don´t worry if you see a 50-year-old fuck dating a student. He is probably a decan.</div>
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Also, if you believe that doctors are just looking for customers, it´s more than true here. So be careful if you get prescribed something because doctors have no clue if their medicine is going to collide with the ones you have. Many older and younger people end up in the hospital because, for example, Predogalbin which is a pain reliever drug for spine problems, because a doctor prescribed it knowing full well, that the patient has a bypass and takes several other drugs like Pradaxa, which dilutes the blood or the other ones that are a heavy load on liver and kidneys. This can knock the person out like it happened to one of my family members. Always go with an internet or with the pamphlets to a doctor (the ones that are included in every package of your medicine to check if they are going to collide).</div>
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Same with the dentist. Or any doctor with a small office. A contract that you don´t want to be a guinea pig for starting doctors is non-existent here, so basically if you want to put your health documentation and attend to a specific doctor, you can´t. You will end up with someone else as I did. The doctor I wanted to attend was a dentist, but he gave me to some cunt that did my teeth fillings and I ended up with a necrosis of my jaw. And if you think that one doctor sends you to another just for one examination to get a paper that he needs, don´t be surprised if you need to wait a year to get it (even if your operation is next month) or you need to get there several times, so the other doctor can fill up his documentation so he can apply to your insurance company to pay the costs.</div>
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The best KEKing part is, that when sisters in hospitals and teachers took a strike for their underpayment... well I will discuss that in part 2.</div>
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So if you are unemployed in Slovakia, you need to be enlisted in the Office for work, social matters and family. If you are traveling 600 km for an interview and don´t have a car, you are fucked. The thing is that you can be reimbursed for your travels, but the tickets you provide as an evidence need to be from the same day (back and forth) and then they can only cost maximum of 35€. Mind you that a train ticket for such distance cost around 42€. Nope, there are no Skype interview calls here. Not even from foreign companies. And the infrastructure sucks constantly gets rebuilt and it can happen that they forget to reimburse you even if you fill out the form and sent it. </div>
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Now, you can apply for some courses to change your profession, HOWEVER, don´t expect professionalism or accuracy of the described course. Remember, everything is a fucking family business. Office of unemployed, for example, forced me to one of those courses, didn´t even want to change it during it as it was basically BENEATH ME AS I KNEW ALREADY THAT SHIT. It was basically a course for a fucking WORDPRESS USAGE even though it was parading around as a GENERAL WEB DEVELOPER COURSE. THE FUCKING MANAGER/LEADER/PRINCIPAL OR WHAT THE FUCK WAS PARADING AROUND USING THE APPLICANTS OF THE COURSE AS A FREE CHEAP LABOR AROUND THE PLACE, AND THE LECTOR WAS SOME YOUNG TEENAGE FUCK WHO DIDN´T EVEN HAD A LECTOR LICENSE. All we did was singing, watching films and such. Yes, he showed us how to use WordPress for 5 days in total. The course was supposed to be 20 days and <i>The Office</i> paid 748€ for that shit. The secretary or the person responsible for the first contact wasn´t behind the desk all the time, called me on the day when the course should start about the time of it´s beginning. Now I am stuck with an IT Web developer certificate and if I want to achieve the real one, I can´t because <i>The Office</i> will take it as I already went through a similar course. So if you are looking for a job or a course to attend, BEWARE OF "FAMILY BUSINESS" and "WE ARE LOOKING FOR YOUNG PEOPLE TO OUR TEAM" in the descriptions and know that even AT<span style="background-color: white; font-size: x-small;"><b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">&</span></b></span>T, AMAZON, ACCENTURE and other foreign companies are doing the same shit here. The <i>Family</i> cancer is everywhere and in part 2 you will know why it is A cancer.</div>
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Everybody has problems with HR aaaalll around the world. But especially there is a problem when they are kids. Basically, if you want to start in HR, you have a deadline and a number you need to achieve. Kudos to those that are exceptions to this, but I´m not going to consider 600 square miles of fields just for 3 spikes of saffron as I mentioned earlier. The thing is, that if you want to start as an HR and don´t have a friend or family anywhere (as for most jobs in Slovakia) tough luck to you. Also be careful if you a woman and apply for this position. Many girls are hired here just to fulfill the old dream of a "boss and a sluty secretary scenario" so you can end up with a lot of shit on your plate from emotional and mental damage, to financial problems. Very serious financial problems.</div>
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However, due to vaaastly different lifestyles in this country, HR, or kindergarteners as I like to call them, will basically go by the mantra "we are looking for someone young to create a team" so basically they are expecting to talk with you about hoes, alcohol, hip-hop and shit basically. Mind you I was working from ELEMENTARY SCHOOL on building sites, had several part-time jobs during my studies and almost never experienced that Californian summer as portrayed everywhere, have gone through a lot of stuff and yet, they will view your job experience as "not enough" as they will never look on a lot of job experience as a hard-worker. Remember, they are here for the numbers.</div>
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The problem is also with the West and East parts of Slovakia. Many kids in the east part where tending on the fields every day, went to school and if they wanted to be social, they could go to a club, but by the cost of their sleep. The West kids are a typical movie-starbuckloving-potsmoking-gamer shits that don´t know problems, besides getting a GF or BF and that´s it. And the older folk have even more experienced life as they lost their older siblings to field-work so they could eat during winter. But more on that in part 2.</div>
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Recent laws even prevent <b>graduates</b> to move into a different city where they can find a part-time job until they find a real one, as you need to be enlisted in <i>the Office, </i>make maximum of almost 200€ (if you make more, you are fired from <i>the office</i> and you need to pay your health insurance and other things by yourself) and you can work in a part-time only for a maximum of a month. You can thank the older cunts on <i>the Office</i> with their <i>family values </i>crap. Also, not everybody that searches for a job after graduation gets a monthly fee. Also, be prepared that you need to visit <i>the office</i> around the middle of the month in the same time as HR decides to call. It´s usual to get lice from traveling for interviews or some allergies so imagine, or even necrosis handling all tha, but you know <span style="background-color: white; color: #545454; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">#IloveSlovakia </span></div>
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-55707734798152095952018-05-26T04:04:00.000-07:002018-07-08T10:21:13.109-07:00The Day That Never Died...I wish I could tell you a lie,<br />
how I wish this day would have died,<br />
because when this day happened,<br />
and I had certainly cried,<br />
but this one day<br />
never had died...<br />
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I remember how we talked,<br />
under the open sky,<br />
about the things that happened,<br />
that not many survived,<br />
about the meaning of the Philosopher´s stone,<br />
and if it´s just a radioactive ore in an aluminum foil...<br />
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About the parable of the Prodigal son,<br />
and how is it about Lucifer thinking he won,<br />
and about the visions, that future may bring,<br />
but that fateful day has a painful sting,<br />
because I realized, I will never wear the ring...<br />
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And that day, that should have died,<br />
would become the center of my life...<br />
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I was there for you when you attempted suicide,<br />
low on money, not swallowing your pride,<br />
and the things your father had said,<br />
resonated, and we made a plan that paid...<br />
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But you viewed me as a brother and nothing more,<br />
my heart is certainly washed up somewhere on the shore...<br />
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And I had worked the fields all the summer nights and days,<br />
so some dumb-urban people would have something to say,<br />
I thought you understand since you were abused,<br />
but since you, every boyfriend colored me used...<br />
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That fateful day that should have certainly died,<br />
and Lord knows I tried to forget, oh, and how I tried,<br />
but I still remember the sunset next to the moonrise,<br />
how the evening started and the morning was a surprise.<br />
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How the summer rain came and went,<br />
but not one dime of silence was spent,<br />
and we realized, that when feminists start to toot their horn,<br />
we will become forgotten, the urchins and the later-born...<br />
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And we fought for our generation that was used at the time,<br />
but many were manipulated into the life of crime,<br />
almost as you, as it was so tempting,<br />
to have what everyone has, and now you were getting...<br />
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A glimpse of hope was seen with their scream <span style="background-color: white; color: #545454; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">#AllforJan,</span><br />
and only we knew, he wasn´t the only one,<br />
and even our prez found out he is gay,<br />
but he will not come out as it´s not the Day...<br />
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I thought that everything in me had died,<br />
but this Day, only Lord knows what else will survive,<br />
and their scamming agenda for family values,<br />
will strip even women from some of their status...<br />
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But since you had left with that Day of a dream,<br />
I worked my way around, to get where I need to be,<br />
and even though this will not end my tries,<br />
it´s time for me to say to it the last goodbye...<br />
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As for this day, that never had died,<br />
it´s time for me to bury it, even if it´s alive,<br />
so is the purpose of this poem, or at least it´s its aim,<br />
as on a haunted grave, I hope it stays never looked upon again...<br />
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I´m back after a quite while as I had a busy 2 or so years, so for those who waited for the aforementioned blog on twitter, I lost my research, so I´m doing this topic instead. The reason is mainly that I traveled a lot. I talked to a lot of people, I was involved in a lot of things and had a lot of thoughts, particularly about this topic. I was thinking about this a long time ago but decided to write it down now, for whatever reason that is unclear even to me.</div>
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As for my travels, I encountered the phenomenon of cognitive dissonance. Now, if someone mentions this term, you may think that someone is going to talk about how someone or some people, or even the world, is stupid as this is the usual connotation for this term in a conversation, but I elaborated on this in my mind and got very metaphysical. The point is, that Alice (see previous posts) urged me to write about the immigrants becoming a political power tool (like nukes in the Cold War era but reversed), separation of Doneck Republic, Annexation of Crimea, Rise of Trump and fall of Clinton, Slovakia´s political straight alliance disguised as an insurance/mortgage scam, fall of the Polish plane with their president, bombing at the Ariana Grande concert before it even happened, but what intrigued me, and it is the main reason I didn´t write about it is, that I was intrigued by the fact of how come nobody saw it coming.</div>
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Instead of explaining how come I knew these things would happen, besides my "little birds" (maybe in the discussions, comments, whatever medium is available), I would like to present you my way of thinking and seeing the world. Which is basically an opinion. On the internet. So you know how this will go :D<br />
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It is interesting to mention, as this can be used as an example and a bridge to the point of this essay basically, that Slovakia had an increase in the private business sector with Angel therapy, Angelologists, Angel help-divination and so on. This type of niche in the market is quite experimental to my taste as the precursors for this type of business to be successful is there, however, it falls short in the long run. The fact, that Slovakia is religious can be used to set up and invest in a business like this, as many people here are Roman Catholic so the presumption might go, that people would rather have, and be a more trustfull and reoccuring customer to an oracle working with angels rather than to a someone practicing Wicca (which is not widely known in Slovakia, and thus it is viewed as a part of an alternative subulture, batched together with pot-smoking, raving or psychedelic movement, even though Wicca has different branches and most of them are, like some would say, "compatible with the traditionalists", just for your information). However, what managers, business investors or ordinary people may miss is the fact, that the precursor isn´t the fact that Slovakia belongs to the religious belt of Europe. Quite the contrary. </div>
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The religiousness of Slovakia is supported by the fact that after the fall of Austria-Hungary, Slovakia was left with only a strong agricultural industry. This industry requires more attention, even if automated, to be running smoothly. Thus, family values and overall traditional values (as you need people to crop the fields to survive the year and mainly winter, because more children equal´s more work-force and thus decreasing the harvest time of a 50 acres fields which leads to increasing of the size of the fields and so on) get stronger and more embedded in the population more, than artistic and idealistic pursuits, as farming is time-consuming. And since farming is time-consuming, people don´t want to think about whether public breastfeeding is okay or not. They want to have a set of rules of life, given by somebody else, as they don´t have time to find their own way. This seclusive and time-consuming style of life means that traditions get passed more easily from generation to generation over the years which is the source of the Churches power. And these traditions and personal values stay with the generations that don´t even know what wheat looks like without google. </div>
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So for those that want to set up a business around angels need to keep in mind that new-age terms like "find your path, be free, train your gratitude", as people already have those vague rules that can apply on anything from the traditions of church or family they grew up in. When they come for an angel-oracle they want specifics. And this is the cross of the breaking because you cannot make a business on a nation-wide scale if the mentality is on your way, THUS meaning that your business is going to be urban-oriented. Which means you need to reassess your view on what a city is, because if your business functions on an internet and ear-to-ear friendly suggestion marketing, it´s not gonna boom if you kickstart in a country, where a city is a "settlement" of 50,000-100,000 people aged mainly between 40-80 from a generation that doesn´t use internet on a daily basis like "everyone" does. Besides that, you need to understand that many people live in the villages with population maximum of 500 and thus you may think, that an ear-to-ear, friend-to-friend marketing would be more effective, but with those personal values (that word "regional zeitgeist" I hate to use) you will be mentioned only if you impress those people. And you can impress them with specifics that will make an impressive emotional response from the customer, and not vagueness as is the "make someone feel good" goal, as this type of business is based precisely on this "entertainment", unofficial or/and legal laws. And that´s the full circle.</div>
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Please, understand, that what I´m trying to say is not how to set up a business like this or explain how Slovakia became what it is currently, I´m trying to showcase my way of thinking in this supposed era of "post-truth". Just read this explanation again and notice how facts don´t imply each other, but make sense and here is why. </div>
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What I´m trying to say in the paragraph above is for one to realize, that not the absolute black and white facts are important, but the relationship between them is important, BUT not the logical part, but the contextual part. And by contextual part, I mean how it all came to BE, unbiased as possible, like looking at an Antfarm and understanding the holes and caves they make, without any sense of belonging or interest towards them, just clear observation with deducing the most possible outcomes of the shapes and places of their caves in the soil.</div>
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The Crux of this era is the word "<i>truth</i>". And since the USA has a strong marketing presence on the internet, their values are strongly shared and pressed (this isn't going to be an Anti-American propaganda, just explaining my point as you will see further). Since U.S. were created from the colonies, a diversion between the populace occurred by being separated by distances and by "growing up" with different problems, thus leading to the word "<i>truth</i>" being misused as in "I have mine and you have yours". During their unification, the forefathers saw that this can lead to problems on a political scale, so using force and non-resolving the issues (which some are not even capable of resolving due to the different mentality of some states, stemming from their history) is the ideal easy way to keep things in place. This may seem good, but adding time into the equation, we saw what happened at Berkley, the strong refusal of gun-regulation and such, and it all stems from the secluded way of life from the first colonies when the "<i>tribal mentality</i>"<i> </i>developed, <b>same</b> as in Slovakia, <b>but for</b> <b>different reasons</b>.</div>
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As Wittgenstein in his work <i><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/On_Certainty" target="_blank">On Certainty</a> </i>tried to showcase the difference between <i>believing</i> and <i>knowing </i>and ended up showcasing that opinions don´t matter much as the <b>relation </b>to the other opinions in a person´s mind does, as they can trigger a behavior or an act that can not only damage society, but it can derail everything we know into the <i><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brave_New_World" target="_blank">Brave New World</a></i> novel given the space and mainly time. This situation in the world lead to Kant´s <i><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noumenon" target="_blank">noumena</a></i> being perverted to a simple equation feelings=truth same as facts because they´re basically just thoughts in a person´s mind and thus they must be equal on an <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ontology" target="_blank">ontological scale</a>. That is the reason, why I think Bacon must be laughing because he indirectly predicted this whole mess in his <i><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Novum_Organum" target="_blank">New Organon</a></i>, with his concept of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Idola_fori" target="_blank"><i>idola fori</i> </a> being the spark for what had happened; stemming and being supported by <i><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Idola_tribus" target="_blank">idola tribus</a>, </i>which in this day and age of urbanization is being prevalent, thus it focuses market on it and thus we see things like fake news and "10 Disney princess if they were real women" and such. And for me, this is not the <i>"truth" </i>as it brings up unresolved problems from the past<i>.</i></div>
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On Light and Darkness</h3>
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We are all familiar with concepts of Light and Darkness, Light being the good, the truth, the clarity, the thing we want, the known, the happiness and so on while Darkness is the opposite. <span style="text-align: justify;">If someone would ever present me an option, to choose between the Light and Darkness, I would choose Darkness. Not because of power, but because in Darkness is the truth as it really is. In Light, you can see everything, which is not good. Because in Light a foil from a candy can appear to be like a 5000€ opal from Swarovski until you touch it. In Darkness, you need to be careful not to bump into things and only senses you are left with is touch and hearing. With touch, you </span><b style="text-align: justify;">experience</b><span style="text-align: justify;">, perceive the thing as it really is, unbiased, unopinionated and you become curious, as of whether the thing you are holding is going to hurt you or not... but you are curious, maybe fearful, but it´s the drive for curiousness. In Darkness, you are able to recognize the difference after some time of what structured language is being used by a liar and a truth-teller. In Light you can give into their appearances, as people strive for belonging to somewhere/someone. In Darkness, you can not rely on the laziness of the eyes, meaning you know what you see, because that´s how prejudice is spawned, also with opinions. In Darkness, you need to rely on your </span><i style="text-align: justify;">trust</i><span style="text-align: justify;">, touch, hearing and applied logic. In Darkness you would understand, that logic is not a path to truth, but a mere Lego</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #545454; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small; text-align: justify;">™</span><span style="text-align: justify;"> to get there, so it is important how you use it. In Darkness, you use logic outwards, towards your surroundings, in Light you use it to protect your view and opinions because of your laziness and comfort-zone. Yet people would die without the Light. If I retract from this allegory, Bacon even stated, that the human nature is built in such way, that to say that to truly know something, we must master it, meaning, having the knowledge of the thing sufficient enough to bend it and twist and APPLY IT to OUR WILL, which </span><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_Rorty" style="text-align: justify;" target="_blank">Rorty</a><span style="text-align: justify;"> hoped isn´t true. That is why people chase the Light in Darkness, failing its tests. Because in Darkness, you truly see, paradoxically, how much you are in your head and how much weight your opinions and prejudices have weight to you because without Light, you can see nothing to support your own </span><i style="text-align: justify;">belief</i><span style="text-align: justify;">. In Darkness you gain skills, in Light you gain perspective and together you gain truths that create wisdom. In Light you can have so many perspectives that it can lead to illusions, but applying skills, and repeating that process, you become active and realize, that the truth is really "how the thing is". The <i>real</i> truth is realizing we are human, strapping the perspectives of Light and Dark and focusing on the how something becomes something, and the badness or goodness of the thing. So at the end, there is no such thing as truth as we imagined it. There is only "what happened, what is" and the <b>relation </b>to everything else and that the truth cannot be known, only experienced and be it later as a memory. Understanding this can better your deduction and induction skills, better your research and planning. But it is still only an opinion.</span></div>
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-35088685833345634962017-03-24T13:54:00.002-07:002017-03-24T18:23:43.350-07:00The PaintingA mural brushed by eons on the wall,<br />
from a fairy godmother, a lost call,<br />
bells, dust, and dollars on the waste,<br />
last visitors and no poker face.<br />
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But a smile from under the veil,<br />
the mysterious prisoner without a bail,<br />
as a quick spider, weaving its web,<br />
a princess is meaningless for a pleb,<br />
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A flower, a rose, a common sense,<br />
the wars of angels are getting tense,<br />
and while you´re waiting with a bouquet,<br />
your lips may lie, but your eyes aren´t okay.<br />
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And so a chilling mist couldn't fell,<br />
not for a song disguised as a yell,<br />
thus lower your back, take your poise,<br />
in this orchestra of static noise.<br />
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This is not the end, as the wars may come,<br />
the moon is for all, but the stars are for some,<br />
what can I say, I just can not lie,<br />
but for a smile, how many can die?<br />
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She painted like a kid with her hands,<br />
the flowers, the dollars, the common sense,<br />
and the visitors came after all,<br />
to pay her and to see her fall...<br />
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There´s something wrong with what you had paid for...<br />
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<br />Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-68816605104354133812017-01-12T14:50:00.002-08:002017-01-12T14:53:11.682-08:00A whisperSolemnly night of a soulless fear,<br />
holding to your heart as it is dear,<br />
in a light shining as courage itself,<br />
under the nightly hour of twelve.<br />
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No pearls are hiding under that cloak,<br />
there are no apples under elderly oak,<br />
if words of hope are giving you dread,<br />
heart can shiver, but the soul is dead.<br />
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A beautiful ballad of chance and choice,<br />
a harmony of a swan song and poise,<br />
merely an illusive ending for a heart,<br />
will give your soul an ahead of a start.<br />
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An internal winter starts a bonfire,<br />
that fuels the heart and it's desire,<br />
and from that, will births the strength,<br />
which you can travel to any length.<br />
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When climbing the hill nears it's end,<br />
it's up to you, if you will crack and bend,<br />
instead of worrying if your luck will shift,<br />
be to yourself the most biggest gift.<br />
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A dark night always creates the sun,<br />
after the moon ends it's nightly run,<br />
from a cold wind you can have a blister,<br />
or you can take it as a hopeful whisper.<br />
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Life is a dance of a soul and it's heart,<br />
where one would end, the other starts,<br />
a snow is a water inspired by sand,<br />
when taking a bow, prepare your stance.<br />
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-90049318708581949142016-10-31T10:18:00.002-07:002016-10-31T10:18:44.975-07:00A Dream<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; white-space: pre-wrap;">A dream has a strange scent,
the one that can hide the dark,
and when you savor it till the end,
it lefts on your soul a beauty mark.
I know that love has many shades,
so it doesn't seem to be vulnerable,
but as a queen of hearts and spades,
his gaze became more memorable.
But my dream wasn't just a game,
even when the north became south,
hope and tears came without a name,
and it took my breath from my mouth.
He stood there, as he tried to be mine,
and maybe even stars fell that night,
but silent as a little anxious mime,
he watched as tears covered my sight.
Maybe he liked me a little bit more,
with hidden heart, away from the world.
How will it be, if he was more sure?
...the dream is now a thought to hold...</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Above the heaven, there is a star,
always so shiny, shinning so far,
just for a stranger on traveling night,
who chose the wisdom over his fright.
While everyone sleeps, the star shines,
between the trees, on tangled vines,
but this star isn't just what it seems,
because this star is caring for dreams.
She granted the sleep at end of the day,
so people will do, what heart has to say,
for now this are dreams, just in the head,
but one day they'll turn into life instead.
And for the Stranger, that refused sleep,
because of the fear he holds so deep,
he needs no worry, he needs his time,
just a search for a peace sold by a dime.
A Stranger's not lonely, neither is sad,
no need to worry, nothing went bad,
for some he's a goon, for some he's in love,
but every night he's sending to the Star a dove.
It is his thank you to that little dot,
which when find, finds us our spot,
she sees in to dreams of the hive,
patiently writing the poem of life.
Some people are grown, some need to be dark,
because they're afraid of their own spark...</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span>Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-5666420166586537912014-02-07T05:08:00.002-08:002014-02-07T05:32:31.453-08:00Sinister moves in Orthodox Catholic Church Hi guys. I know, that next topic shoul be about something else, but instead, I decided to invesigate and tell you some news about machinations in the Orthodox church in Slovakia.<br />
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<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-NvRaPZ24cgY/UvTYp9iBiRI/AAAAAAAAAl4/tdTsgPes7qE/s1600/alice.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-NvRaPZ24cgY/UvTYp9iBiRI/AAAAAAAAAl4/tdTsgPes7qE/s1600/alice.jpg" /></a><b><i>Disclaimer: I am going to say it for the last time. If you see a topic that is featuring Alice, keep in mind, that Alice is an fictional character, that was created on purpose to protect my personal life and people I know. Alice was and will be in those topics, which I was investigating and talking about what´s going on in the world, or where I talk about stuff they don´t want you to know. </i></b></div>
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<b> <span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> </span></b><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">The Eastern Orthodox Church,officially called the Orthodox Catholic Church, and also referred to as theOrthodox Church and Orthodoxy, is the second largest Christian church in the world, with an estimated 225–300 million adherents, primarily in the Balkans, Eastern Europe, and the Middle East. It is the religious affiliation of the majority of the populations of Belarus, Bulgaria, Cyprus, Georgia, Greece, Macedonia, Moldova, Montenegro, Romania, Russia, Serbi, and Ukraine; significant minority populations exist in Bosnia and Herzegovina, Albania, Kazakhstan, Jordan, Palestine, Israel, Lebanon and Syria.<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;">The Church's structure is composed of several self-governing ecclesial bodies, each geographically (and often nationally) distinct but unified in theology and worship. Each self-governing body (autocephalous jurisdiction), often but not always encompassing a </span>nation<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;">, is shepherded by a </span>Holy Synod<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;"> whose duty, among other things, is to preserve and teach the apostolic and </span>patristic<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;"> traditions and related church practices. Like the </span>Catholic Church<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;">, </span>Anglican Communion<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;">, </span>Assyrian Church of the East<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;">, </span>Oriental Orthodoxy<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;"> and some other churches, Orthodox bishops trace their lineage back to the apostles through the process of </span>apostolic succession<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;">. The head of the Church is Patriarch which resides in Russia, and the metropolita is somethin like title of a Cardinal in the Roman Catholic Church.</span></span></div>
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After having lovely, but cold evening with Alice, I was shocked about the news she told, even I don´t <br />
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remember that she was wahtsoever talkative like that. She told me few things that need some further investigation, with proper authorities. The news concern about the new metropolita of Slovakia and Czech Republic Rastislav of Orthodox Catholic. She told me, that the old metropolita Kryštof (<i>Cristopher in english</i>) nominated young Rastislav (w<i>hich he recieved this name firstly as a bishop</i>) because, Kryštof didn´t expect that he will be voted as a new metropolita, and so he would became a metropolita again. After the voting, he was shocked, and so he started machinations againts him. When he was firstly voted as a bishop, Kryštof, or his sympathizers, tried to discredit him by various means, for example they hided one piece of clothing, essential for consecration in to the office as bishop as so on. There were various statments, that Kryštof had various sinister businesses and so as he isn´t a metropolita now, he can not control them. <br />
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Many tabloids in Slovakia mentioned that Kryštof is againts the new metropolita, but recent findings show that he is even planning to take the new metropolita to the Court. The problem is that the new metrpolita is younger among others, so they initially hey thinked that others would not vote for him, but if so, they might control him. After resoluting speech as a bishop that he would not take advices about managing of his offices, and that he would manage the Church by heart and reason, many got angry. Rastislav stated that he didn´t <br />
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even wanted to became a bishop, and also, that if he knew what machinations are included behind the scenes of the Church, he would rather stayed as a monk on Athos (<i>which is monastery in Greece</i>), than even becoming a priest at the first place. Now he tries secretly root out the machinations, which angers some of the indcluded personas, including Kryštof. Needless to say, it is specalutad that at this Sunday, Kryštof may have given some orders, or personally will start other machinations againts the new metropolita Rastislav, because as a tradition, the head of Slovak Republic will be on consecration to the office, which would be in Prešov at the Cathedral of Alexander of Neva. Also it now seems that some personas form the Czech Republic,may not come to this consecration, because they mainly sympatize with the old metropolita, and it may and may not be true, that some of the personas may be connected to the freemason lodge, but this can not be proved, and it is a matter of a conspiration theory. What would happen, time will show. Personally, I´m really excited for the next meeting with Alice.</div>
Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-32342847273801742972014-01-31T12:52:00.001-08:002014-01-31T12:52:44.675-08:00Can your hands think for themselves? <br />
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Hi guys. As always, sorry for the delay, I had to do a lot of work with my bachelor thesis, but that´s not important, after few more researches, I decided to let you some thoughts, that you can ponder about for a while.<br /><br /><b>Brief Introduction:</b><br />
<b> </b>So I saw <a href="http://medicalxpress.com/news/2013-12-people-worldwide-mind-body.html"><i>this post</i></a> from <a href="http://medicalxpress.com/"><i>Medical Xpress</i></a> on the facebook page of <a href="https://www.facebook.com/physorg?fref=ts"><i>Phys.org</i></a>. It hit me, that this post came after few days after i saw this picture on 9gag. I don´t have the source, since it was long time ago, but you at least you can search google images for yourself. The title stated, that people have to draw exact spot on their body, where they felt the specific emotion they had.<br />
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<br />Read <a href="http://medicalxpress.com/news/2013-12-people-worldwide-mind-body.html"><i>the post</i></a> before you continue reading further.<br />
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In early philosophy, the distinction between people and animals was to feel emotions. But now modern studies shows, that that may not be true at all. As we know, emotions are chemical reactions, which are responses to some events. Everything happens in our brain, whether we are happy or sad. If we take this research by biology or even by theory of evolution by itself, it seems logical, that emotion concerns some area of our body, whether to defend them or prepare them for attack. But if you think about it further, it may be also a little step towards to understanding conciousness in its basics as it is.<br /><br /> Not to mention, if take this pictures by the old terms in science from the very old days, this pictures can also depict soul of humans. Because you know, we are atoms studying atoms. We may be naming something or talking about something that may exist, but in different way than we think, or we even understand. But that was just a sidenote. The thing is, that this post can be a spark of hope for the old theory, that our consciousness is not only in our brain. There were some thoughts, which stated that every living cell can think for themselves. If this was too, than that indicates, that our consciousness is collective consciousness of ourselves, it even leads to a thought, that consciousness can be just reacting, or responding cells at any given moment which creates a somewhat ilusion of consciousness, something almost like <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hegel"><i>Hegels</i></a> <i>Weltgeist</i>, or <i>World spirit</i>, but in biology.<br />
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Philosophers try to find the link between our mind and body for centuries. Do you think this may be true? Can be Shaolin monks a example of this, because of they ability to manipulate they body temperature, heart beating and so on (<i>may be also a hogwash</i>)? What do you think?<br />
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See ya next time. :-)Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-18522757059267201262014-01-04T16:25:00.004-08:002014-01-04T16:25:55.780-08:00StormThe time of slumber reached it´s end, <br />
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wake up my soul, the messsage was send,<br />
hear me at midnight, oh, how shall I howl<br />
at the midnight sun the wolves should enroll.<br />
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Oh, the sands of time just started flowing<br />
and my wandering heart learned where it is going,<br />
thus my mind has entagled on the one true goal,<br />
this is the beginning of my midnight howl.<br />
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Fear me my enemies, ´cause my blood was seeded,<br />
I don´t have fear, when the only hope left is needed.<br />
Enemies! Prepare for the unforseen consequences,<br />because you are in domain of the grey eminences.<br />
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I am not seen, thus I am not conventional,<br />
remember my foes, that I am eminentional.<br />
Forsake your dreams, the storm had arrived,<br />
bent over the knee and swallow your pride.<br />
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Sounds of thunder are shaking your lands<br />
and your allies are betraying your hands.<br />
Our everlasting wrath is mighty and stunnig,<br />
you easily forget, that winter is coming.<br />
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We swallowed the moon, the sun and stars,<br />
you pray for your lands, but the heavens are ours.<br />
Behold, ´cause our hearts are golden and pure,<br />
and you became nothing, just a prey to lure.Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-33244702376134671672013-12-08T08:17:00.006-08:002013-12-08T08:25:57.973-08:00Why we tend to make the same mistakes in politics?<h2>
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Hi guys. Sorry for delay, but I am currently preparing myself for exams and writing my bachelor tesis, so I had a little time to write something. Somehow I managed to get some time and finish this topic. I recognized lately, that among the youth, there are created two factions. One Stands for communism, the other one stands for capitalism. So I decided, that I should say something about it.</div>
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Smith studied social philosophy at the University of Glasgow and at Balliol College, Oxford, where he was one of the first students to benefit from scholarships set up by his fellow Glaswegian John Snell. After graduating, he delivered a successful series of public lectures at the University of Edinburgh, leading him to collaborate with David Hume during the <i>Scottish Enlightenment</i>. Smith obtained a professorship at Glasgow teaching moral philosophy, and during this time he wrote and published <i>The Theory of Moral Sentiments</i>. In his later life, he took a tutoring position that allowed him to travel throughout Europe, where he met other intellectual leaders of his day. Smith then returned home and spent the next ten years writing <i>The Wealth of Nations</i>, publishing it in 1776. He died in 1790 at the age of 67. And the most important part, he was the father of capitalism.</div>
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<b><i><u>Karl Heinrich Marx</u></i></b> (German pronunciation: [kaːɐ̯l ˈhaɪnʀɪç ˈmaːɐ̯ks], 5 May 1818 – 14 March<br />
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1883) was a German philosopher, economist, sociologist, historian, journalist, and revolutionary socialist. Marx's work in economics laid the basis for the current understanding of labour and its relation to capital, and has influenced much of subsequent economic thought. He published numerous books during his lifetime, the most notable being <i>The Communist Manifesto</i> (1848) and <i>Das Kapital</i> (1867–1894).</div>
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Born into a wealthy middle-class family in Trier in the Prussian Rhineland, Marx studied at the University of Bonn and the University of Berlin, where he became interested in the philosophical ideas of the Young Hegelians. After his studies, he wrote for a radical newspaper in Cologne, and began to work out his theory of dialectical materialism. He moved to Paris in 1843, where he began writing for other radical newspapers and met Fredrick Engels, who would become his lifelong friend and collaborator. In 1849 he was exiled and moved to London together with his wife and children where he continued writing and formulating his theories about social and economic activity. He also campaigned for socialism and became a significant figure in the <i>International Workingmen's Association</i>.</div>
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Marx's theories about society, economics and politics – collectively known as Marxism – hold that human societies progress through class struggle: a conflict between an ownership class that controls production and a dispossessed labouring class that provides the labour for production. He called capitalism the "dictatorship of the bourgeoisie," believing it to be run by the wealthy classes for their own benefit; and he predicted that, like previous socioeconomic systems, capitalism produced internal tensions which would lead to its self-destruction and replacement by a new system: socialism. He argued that class antagonisms under capitalism between the bourgeoisie and proletariat would eventuate in the working class' conquest of political power in the form of a dictatorship of the proletariat and eventually establish a classless society, socialism or communism, a society governed by a free association of producers. Along with believing in the inevitability of socialism and communism, Marx actively fought for their implementation, arguing that social theorists and underprivileged people alike should carry out organised revolutionary action to topple capitalism and bring about socio-economic change.</div>
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Marx has been described as one of the most influential figures in human history. Revolutionary socialist governments espousing Marxist concepts took power in a variety of countries in the 20th century, leading to the formation of such socialist states as the Soviet Union in 1922 and the People's Republic of China in 1949. Many labour unions and workers' parties worldwide are influenced by Marxism, while various theoretical variants, such as Leninism, Stalinism, Trotskyism, and Maoism, were developed from them. Marx is typically cited, with Émile Durkheim and Max Weber, as one of the three principal architects of modern social science. The father of communism, ladies and gents.</div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> Theory can be nice, but it doesn´t mean anything if the reality is cold-blood different from it. When I see the aftermath of communism, and realize the money behind it, in our everyday reality, it concludes, that communism was just as same as capitalism. I mean that they were parts of something different. I am talking economics here, not conspiracy. You need to look at it as a whole thing, because if we have globalization, let´s use it.</span></div>
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-74333053656790684372013-10-21T02:05:00.002-07:002013-12-08T07:44:59.579-08:00Is Chell dead?<h2>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Hi guys. Sorry for the delay, but I am currently writing my bachelor thesis, and as a "Bad Luck Brian" as I am, my notebook crashed, so I had to take some jobs to buy a new one. My whole school is gone because my HDD on my crashed notebook decided, that it wanted to fuck me up, so it only copied 75% of my files to an external HDD, which didn´t included my 3 years of files from university. So yeah, I am fucked.</span><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> But before it crashed, and threw me into an eternal agony, I was playing Portal 2 ... again. Since then, I was thinking, that I maybe had the biggest ephiphany in my whole life. I know there was a theory about this, long time ago, but I think, sadly, that it may be more of a fact than a theory.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; line-height: 18px;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> So I read <i><a href="http://www.thefinalhoursofportal2.com/">The Final Hours of Portal 2</a> </i>and it gave me an impression of a more technical game, and that I had a worng first impression from the storyline. My first impression was that Chell was the cause of realization of GLaDOS, that emotions exists, that Chell was finally free. But after reading the book about making the game, I realized the simple mechanics and morals in Valve. Valve might not say anything about the ending of Portal 2, but it is because they don´t want to dictate what people have to think. They planned for gamers to develop an attachment for companion cube, have that strange feeling for GlaDOS, so in conclusion, they wanted to built a feeling for the gamer, that he actually IS a test subject. And many theories about the ending are build on this feeling. You feel the relieving that the struggle ends. The <i>Turret Opera</i> is the Cherry on the Icing. But try to be an observer for a while, as a third person, outside the facility. With no frustration. </span></span></div>
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<b> </b>Valve is well-know for their built-in tutorial. In the first game they show you how to place a cube on a button, and this game isn´t different. Even in this game they show you how momentum works and even other basics are explained. The same rule applies for storytelling. Throughout the game you encounter a <i>special turret</i>, that says "<i>I am different.</i>", and starts telling about the myth of Prometheus, the Titan that gave fire to humans, that he stole from Zeus, and thus he gave science to humans. At the end you encounter the turrets, that in an elevator without a portal gun, so you have no place to escape. The odd thing is that they start to play their opera, and at the end, you end up on a field and then companion cube shows up. It seems as a analogy for Greeks view of heaven, when you end up on the fields of Elizeya, acompanied with your best friend, while you hear a choir. Consider the fact that companion cube is incinirated in the first game, and you finally met it at the end of the second game. The companion cube has even it´s own conspiracy around it.<br />
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<b> </b> We must consider the fact that Gabe Newell saw how cience works, because he studied theoretical physics, before creating Valve. GLaDOS is a AI, and even it is an artificial inteligence, she is bounded to, and around, her main purpose, and that´s testing. She even confesses through out the game that, she has that itch, like Wheatley had, but she surpassed it, because she was "<i>for the science</i>", as she said. She even mentions that she calculated, that there is sixty years of testing ahead. As a inteligence, she has the common sense for survival, and she is capable of lying. Yes, when she is PoTATOS during the game, she says that she litterally has not the energy for lying. But the main fact is, that at the end, she discovers that she is based on Caroline, the secretary of the founder. Then she does some scheming, and at the end, she deletes Caroline (<i>even she has a conspiracy around her, that she is mother of Chell</i>). What if she thinks that purpose of the testing is emotional attachment, and she recalculates that by the new gathered data, she must replace test subjects after every test? What if ATLAS and P-Body are now ment to be destroyed after every test, because of what happenned? What if GLaDOS realized that she needs to apply emotions to her calculations, and she understanded that the principles of emotions are less deterministic, and sometimes more simple? Is she programmed to study consciousness?... and if I may go further... is it a portal testing, or a testing of human basic instincts? Because if it was a portal testing, than why was Chell redacted for tenancy?<br />
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... but if you search up the Portal comics, one of them depics that turrets, can sing, because, they were ment as something like a "<i>Guaridng angel for infants</i>"<i>... </i>so they sing a song if they detect crying... so there is a new theory, that Chell at the end might realized, who GLaDOS was, and the turrets singed because they detected tears on her face... btw, the purpose to create a deadly lulababy for protection, gives a new insight in the Half-life backround... Valve is king of trolls, so who knows, why they created a comics like this.</div>
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-11291583354875226732013-09-28T08:32:00.003-07:002013-09-28T08:32:18.015-07:00What ancient gods have had given us?<h2>
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Hi guys. So I had written this topic, but after I met few people, that were interested in this kind of stuff, they helped me rewrite some parts of it. Generally this topic, would ponder about the essence of human nature, because at the beginnings of time, humans weren´t overflood by information, so mainly what they said was crossovers of subjective thinking of theirs, that could change the next generations... or isn´t it vice versa ? Let´s have a brief look on pantheons of some ancient cultures:</div>
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one thing at the time. It could be a some atribute from the nature or of a individual, but things also got complex over time, so let´s start at the beginning. At first, the ancient greeks didn´t have a single male figure as a god. They worshipped their gods by hanging sacrifices on trees, which represented them. You know, every god was a symbol for something so they didn´t believe in them as something real but transcendental. For example, one of the real ancient god, was <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artemis">Artemis</a></i><i>,</i>the goddes of nature and hunting, so they hang bows on her tree (I cannot remember which one was it) to please her, and give her favour to them. It is also believed that at the beggining of time, there was only one god, worshiped around the whole world known as Mother Nature. Single woman figure as a god. But times had changed and some woman figures developed masculine characterisitics, that over time transgendered them. </div>
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Keep in mind that they didn´t know about the world so well, so they were left on their own. So the whole pantheon can be taken as a generalized response of an indvidual to the world around them. They were aware of things what can do, so giving a nature atribute a human personality (which transforms into a body in every their allegory , later myth) is why they had gods like they had. They internal view was more like a free human being, which can choose what side of his can develop, and by then he can enter the hierarchy, which was created later. It was created because they realized that human being can have many sites, and by the style of life they had, it was necessary for them. Or as they thinked. The problems began when politics and economics got involved. Due to this point, the mythology was something like a personal development, but as everybody is a human, that lives in a society, the pantheon can not handle the hierarchy of society, because it could be destructive to it.</div>
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<i> </i>It is known that Greek philosophy started from their mythology, many philosophers tried to find this breaking point, but at the end, they started to agreeing that it was just a continual spectrum that leaded to thinking. I think, the best view about how ancient Greeks understand their gods, was presented by <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nietzche">Friedrich Nietszche</a></i>. Basically he in his work <i>The Birth of Tragedy </i>based on his view on mythology of ancient greeks. He states that there are two principles (<i>generally, not only in mythlogy of ancient Greece</i>) which are <i>Apollonian </i>and <i>Dionysian</i>. <span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.1875px;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Apollo represents harmony, progress, clarity and logic, whereas Dionysus represents disorder, intoxication, emotion and ecstasy. They fight between each other in every (<i>but not only</i>) in human being, and thus making everything alive. Pretty much explanation why there is hierarchy in their mythology.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> </b>So as you can "feel" from the previous part, the <i>geographical mentality</i> is a huge deal, even this day. Ancient Egyptians that lived on the sand and only water was mainly form the Nile, created pantheon at first that resemble to their needs, as in other politics. But here, the gods are something like archetypes of each person that can be. That´s why some of them had heads of animal, because their body was a symbol of what they represented, but with a huge difference, because their body also described the mythos, axiology and ethics behind them.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="line-height: 19.1875px;"> But throghout time, they changed their things about them, so we can say that the thinking, and they, as a symbol, developed. That´s the reason why "<i>The Great Nine</i>" and the "<i>The Great Eight</i>" should be understand differently and should be not put together as a comparison by any means. Yes, they have some same gods in them, but they aren´t what they were before. This concept was taken by Greece and mixed up to their mythology, and because of trade, politics and economy, they were even created "<i>mutants</i>"<i> </i>that could be used for diplomacy. Everybody agrees taht Greek mythology was a ground for European philosophy, but at the end, Egyptians also have their part in it. Even the father of philosophy in Europe, Thales, and many others, firstly studied in the Libraries of Alexandria, before they started to preach. Lastly, it can make you an impresion, that Egyptians loved to stereotype, but they tried to develop every side of a character of a person 100% focusing on it, and not looking on anything else. That leaded to gods, that ended up as a "<i>point of view</i>" on the world.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>evolution</i>. They both started with tree worshiping, but greeks instead, used trees as first altars for their gods. Irish were people of nature, andeven though they had their god figures, they show respect to nature in general. They set up their panteons with basics they respect, and then developed them. Every important happening in their mythology has something to do with trees. While in greece, trees later became just an atribute, the irish understanding in trees survived and even made into the Churches of northen countries by little. The trees have their significance also in other northern countries, like in Nordsmen, but Irish have the most tree-centered mythology the whole time. They had even hierarchy for them. The basics they settled for their pantheon was based on the life of individual, the tool he most used, so it wasn´t somethin trascendental and generalized like in others mythologies. I really recomend the book from <i>Fred Hageneder, Ghost of trees. </i></span><br />
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live in a dangerous place, so they reflect on things that by them truly matter. It can give you snese of logic, but the best understanding can be achieved by heart and kindness. What is point of all of this? It´s not about the gods, or if they are good and bad, but it´s about thinking f early humans and their understanding. We often tell something to people, but it´s a mix of our opinion, mental state in the time, and also facts, so our conversations on daily basis are not pure, which makes a new insight on the paradox of liar. So gods give us thins that we have in ourselves all the time. No wonder that Hinu tale of great wisdom and ultimate true states, that it is hidden in us. But who wants to carefully dig into themself, while not destructing the empire of oursleves?Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-768321427543159752013-09-20T16:28:00.000-07:002013-09-20T16:29:54.641-07:00Tick-Tock I really need to stop worry about you my dear, because it can hurt me more than I am from your... well... everybody has a moment. I am sure that you didn´t ment to do such things. I am assuming, that you are just "exploring" yourself, and everyone stucks sometimes on the one side that they are. At first I was worried that if you have enough friends, you know, after you send them to me thinking that I am alone, and I need a company. It was very nice from you, my dear, but now I see that you are a friendly person after all, and number of your little, cute helpers is counting. I just don´t like the word helpers that I used, my dear. I think they deserve a bit more noble name, because after all, they are quite smart, but still... there is so much for them to learn. Even you, my dear, aren´ the brightest star in the sky. Twinkle, twinkle little one.<br />
Don´t worry about me, my dear, It wasn´t unapprieciated love for you, that was making me sad. It was just generousity, that you didn´t recognized. You know that I am a polite person, but also I am nice, too. Remember how I wrote you a message about that dance, that I have with your friends ? I generously save their lives... even release could be a gift. But without purpose it´s just a crime, so don´t warm your heart with a thought of being a saviour, because a saviour doesn´t hunt. Saviour saves, my dear, and you now that. You are just repressing it, and that´s making you confused, like a puppy on ice.<br />
I know... we should get ourselves time out for a while, meet new people, start something new, but after allying with my friend, that is not quite pleasant, I must act, even if it concerns you. After you came after our dance, I was even worried, that you will now have nowhere to go. But I am glad that you still have a place where you can feel the warmth of acceptance, or even love, my dear, but I think you got little green-eyed on me. I know that you were in places where we experinced some things together, such funny times they were. I will cherish these memories with you.<br />
But please don´t get it grow over your head to much, because at the end, you will have nothing. Be yourself, that´s what matters. By the time you understand this, I created a nostalgic photo for you, so you can reflect on this place in times of suffering, my dear, because I understand your loneliness. Isn´t it cute? I really do have a talent to take pictures, as I may say... remarkable talent. Hope you like it.<br />
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Oh... those memories I have with you, while starring on the picture. One may say that magic was involved, but we both know that there is not such thing. I must even named these meassage "Tick-Tock", because even I can here ticking of your, as others will say, biological clock my dear. Your hungry for love, and that´s why you are acting strange to me. I know that by "love" the exact explanation of these term for you is different. Because after all, we all are searching, my dear. But sometimes we mistaken our muse with love, too. I know you were there after my little dance with your friends, and I must tell you, don´t let Him tell you to ruin your places of your memories. He is quite... callous and rough to his allies. I am still hoping for you to chose the right path, not the simple one as you usually do. But than again, I´ll talk to you later, because at the end, I am an also generous person, and you my dear, needs help. I am not expecting you to understand yourself instantly, oh my gosh no. Patientce has been the key for centuries, and suprisingly, you didn´t understand it at all. As a generous person I am my dear, and ppolite too, click <a href="http://wolferingen.blogspot.sk/2013/08/good-bye-my-friend.html">here</a> for the first message from me, or <a href="http://wolferingen.blogspot.sk/2013/09/oh-you-are-so-silly.html">here</a> for the second. You see? I am not mad at you or dissapointed. I will even gladly help you next time... as always...</div>
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-28478356434729091782013-09-14T12:54:00.002-07:002013-09-14T12:54:15.659-07:00How much willing are you to fight againts yourself?<h2>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><b>Just a thought: How much willing are you to fight againts yourself?</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> </b>Hi guys. I was really busy yesterday as I tweeted that I needed some time for the college </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">bureocracy, because once again, it is almost the beginning of the school year for universities. I had this topic prepared for upload for friday, but it just got deleted somehow, so I am rewriting and posting it on Saturday (for followers on Twitter, remember that I am in GMT: +1:00 zone). First of all, this topic was mostly philosophical, based on psychology, and it was a pure "theory". But I think that I should done it more practical for now, with some more practical events, because there are people out there, that may need help, so they could reflect on something, and be sure that they are not alone. Yes, it may sound "cheesy" and stuff, but consider it as a fact, because statistically it isn´t possible to have <u><i>unique</i></u> problems, because if people had those, even science could not make a progress, because through our differences we would hardly see the thruth... just to assure you. This disbelief is mainly spread, because of our imperfection to create good social connections. Even though this topic was firstly named "<i>Are good people like a pignut?"</i>, and it was just a </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">(</span><i style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">psychological and philosophical</i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">) </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">view</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> on the situations of how we find people that we "</span><i style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">click</i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">" with, but for now, I try to apply some experience that I have and I try to touch more topics than before. Read it objectively, and try to think about it. Also it may seem to you, that some of your problems aren´t yours at all, but keep in mind, that some of these words can act like an allegory for some troubles that you have, because at the end, stories are about the effect of message, even if they don´t have a message, the effect would still occur. Lastly, I am not generalizing all peoples problems to a one "sack", but you need to realize that at the end of our life, we will die alone, and nobody will die for us at the end, and may it sound too harsh as it sounds, it is the truth that some of us are dealing with it right now, and some of us will deal with it later, and no one will be spared. Even the most last thoughts or words of people that are dying are: "<i>If I have done that/ If I was more like...</i>". So let´s sit down and have a talk like people, that we are.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> I know it is hard to think logical and causal, when emotions are clouding your mind. The eternal feeling that this mood you have would last forever, strikes like lightning unexpectly every time. But you remember the times, when every cloud shatered and you feel the happiness again or even release? This is the circle of life, you go up and down. Words are just wind from lungs, so what really affects you is you, the beast. At the cloudy mood, when you feel down you don´t even realize that you start to idolize others. Comparing, and analyzing is the case. And that´s wrong. As I said before, try to not compare because they are the same people as you. They see your body and movement on action you take, on words you speak, but at the end, the "<i>observer"</i> is behind their eyes, like you are in yourself. Everybody is lonely in their body, but at the same time we are all united. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> The other<i> "cloud" </i> is your ego. Sometimes you don´t even realize that you are playing macho. Do you realize that you are only responding to your inner troubleness? If it wasn´t true, than how come we have psychiatrist and many more things of our modern world? Do you really think that troughout the history not even one person had that problem? Be kind to yourself, and that means, be honest to yourself. Don´t judge who you are, don´t use that tool that was given us to biologically diferentiate things (<i>not persons, but really just stuff, our inteligence is the cause that we use tools to situation that aren´t corespondent to it</i>), so we can know what is good for us. Realize that, some of us have the gift of seeing things, but it also comes along with the curse of prejudice, directly connected to our unconscious part. And when this part is affected, it starts sendings waves that affect our other parts, like who we are, our behaviour, and our body (<i>not only in a"visual and health" way</i>). You can see that I didn´t mention personality, and this is because personality is just generalized definition of percieving us from the view of others, and tell me, as a human, you have only an one page in your soul? That´s why you shouldn´t trust test of personality completely (<i>that are many on the internet</i>), and rather start discovering yourself, because it is a shame to use only a quarter of the great soil for a beatifull garden.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> I don´t want to say to you that start something new, start going out and find new people, because that should be basics, and it IS the basics, for you. How do you think that Einstein felt, when he wanted to do something that he was interested in, and he ended up with an ordinary job at first place? Don´t use tools that are you, againts you. Forget about your ego that is pushing to some aim, and mainly don´t make it as your first and firm priority. The journey of life for you is about the story you make, the aims you achieve, are for others to see. We often get really confused, because we think that we would be happy if we get something that we want and people will be cheering at us, but many those that achieve something, realize that it wasn´t about the others at all. What they really wanted was cheering from themselves. Change your perpective of things, take the time to do it so. Learn to be patient, because many people lack of it. Youtube channel <i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/soulpancake">Soulpancake</a> </i>done many good videos, called <i>The Flipside</i>, that make you realize things. And beside learning how to be patient (<i> mainly on yourself, and yes, you can be a "chilled" person, but it doesn´t mean that you are patient in true meaning of the term</i>) you also need to learn realizing, before memorizing. Watch this video from them called <i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNnb5D8PREs&feature=c4-overview-vl&list=PLF213AEBB49C261AB">Family business</a></i>, and try to reflect in to the position of every person that is in it, every time you watch it again. Don´t try to reflect on everybody at the same time, because you would only get a mixed and confused massege. Just take your time to watch it. Realize that the persons that appear, are living their lives, before even appearing in the video. And every time you watch it, watch it till the end to have an objective perspective of people, and take time to think about it. Otherwise you are reading this without use, because the part of our lives when we realize something, is the part when we change and we achieve</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> (</span><i style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">or it just leads to</i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">) </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">our true</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> happiness (<i>either is temporal or not</i>).</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Some of us will think that this video is off the topic, but is it really? Realize, that everybody is having some backround behind them, and it is common for us to be blinded by it, as we haven´t enough blindfolds already. But that isn´t true. The only blindfold is ourselves, because as I stated before, we sometimes misuse some of our <i>tools</i>, mainly BECAUSE of something, because after all, it is our unconscious way to fix something in our lives, and at the same time, it is also calling for help. Be aware of yourself. Understand yourself. REALIZE yourself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> I had a friend once, that at the first glance you would say he is fun, outgoing and even charismatic. But when you get to know him more, he looked to you like a narcistic/egoistic, or even sociopathic "<i>attention whore</i>". He was trying to appear as the best and he tried to let you think of him that way, he even tried to supress your personal standing and status to be under his. He tried to manipulate people and take full of control of them, their lives, their actions, and even their minds. The truth of his actions was, that he had an abusive drunkard dad, and that was his way of trying to achieve peace around him and making a stable ground that every person needs. He failed to realize what he was doing, and mainly WHY he was doing such things. He was looking for safety and peace beyond his family, well, he tried to create it unconsciously with his friends, that many left him for this. But if he realized where the problem was, that his was becoming his dad, that he feared, the situation for him would change. By seeking attention and <i>"worship", </i>he forget who he was at the beginning. Many people are looking for inner security somewhere outside on (<i>not in</i>) other people, but think, it is reasonable to search such things, when everybody doesn´t even know the answer, that others are searching their whole lives, like we do? We are us at every beginning that we start.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> For example, if you are in deppresion, because you are a single mother, that worries about how she feeds her children tommorow, did you realized that your kids don´t need your money? Food and stuff "needs" money, or more like, other people "need" money to give you things for others. There are many people that have lives like this, and they are thinking that they are alone, but they are not. You need to realize and than admitt your situation. You can ask other people nicely to help you out, but sometimes we mix up our pride with self-confidence, which slef-confidence is not a bad thing, but pride is. As for the single mother, life of her children depends on hers, and think about it, isn´t it selfish to depend on the opinions on others? Is it even selfish to depend on the opinions of others, not taking aspect of your current situation? You may say, that you need to be strong for them, but that is a lie. You need to be strong for yourself. Some of us get that "<i>vibe</i>" from the word "<i>strong</i>"<i> </i>as something that we must fight for, that it would take time, that we don´t have enough power for fighting to achieve this, or even when we achieve it, we can not hold it for too long. The problem is that we are already fighting. That dark emotion is just an alarm, and by supressing it or by choosing wrong solutions, it make us feel tired, and even it makes our minds more darker. The truth about the word <i>"strong" ,</i> is that it is the word "<i>normal"</i> in disguise. Don´t fight your alarm, just be aware of it. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> The worse part is that we got distracted by actual problems sometimes, that some of them didn´t need even to be solved, because they are only a new coat that we builds up like a snow ball on the basic problem that we accepted as "<i>something that happened we need t move on"</i>, or we just refuse it, or even forget it. And now as you can see, we are back at honesty to oursleves, we just completed the whole circle of dispair. You love someone and they don´t like you back? Why are you sad from it, even if you know they wouldn´t act like you imagine, and they wouldn´t fulfill your life? You are in denial that you are gay? Would fulfilling things that are expected from you make you happy like those people that are expecting something from you? Do you realize that day someday, or left you and you would be left with your life shaped by others? Would you be happy? Even if you are just forced to some situations, like take care of your elderly parents, or feeding your kids, it doesn´t mean that you should supress yourself, quite the contrary. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Explore yourself, that´s when we are really growing up.</span><br />
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-28726330261068500062013-09-09T12:49:00.003-07:002014-01-06T10:14:21.936-08:00Why homosexuality exist and why all that hate?<h2>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Just a thought: Why homosexuality exist and why all that hate?</span></h3>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Hi guys. So I was wondering, if <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Darwin"><i>Darwin</i></a> was right, why homosexual people exist? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Is it some form of "<i>cleaning up spieces from genes</i>"? Or a new form of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Altruism"><i>Altruism</i></a> or <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Egocentrism"><i>Egocentrism</i></a> or something else? It´s even a new form of something? So I decided to take a deep look into this topic, ponder about some theories and take a look on the hating principle or mechanism that is around the world.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i> </i>Homosexuality is romantic attraction, sexual attraction or sexual behavior between members of the same sex or gender. As an orientation, homosexuality refers to "an enduring pattern of or disposition to experience sexual, affectionate, or romantic attractions" primarily or exclusively to people of the same sex. "It also refers to an individual's sense of personal and social identity based on those attractions, behaviors expressing them, and membership in a community of others who share them. Also sexuality as itself is viewed more like a spectrum than something exactly defined. There are many theories out there why homosexuality occures, but from my personal opinion, there is no only the one true answer to it, as because human nature is complex and even we (<i>Human psychology and neurology mainly</i>) are studying ourselves wrong as I stated in my previous topic "</span><i><a href="http://wolferingen.blogspot.sk/2013/09/is-deja-vu-based-on-same-system-as.html"><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Is Déj</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">à</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> vu based on the same mechanics as prophecies themselves?</span></a></i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">". </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Evolution is "Cleaning us Up" ?</b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> </b>This theory suggest that it occurs in species because ,as homosexuals can not reproduce naturally, to put to an end the entire genetic information of one indvidual and his line of ancestors. Some suggest that this is because of overpopulation, or because of "<i>dumping out</i>" some genes that the individual has. This theory is the main domian of some <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pantheism">pantheist</a> </i>or <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Panentheism">panentheist</a></i> that slightly or strongly (<i>only few are in the middle as I know</i>) agree with <i>evolution</i>. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> My opinion is, that proposing such a theory would mean that evolution is linear and determined, or even planned, but I think it´s not. People are linking things that seem to be logcially linked, but they forget that world is based on causality. And yes, there is distinction between logic and causality, because logic is above the other thing, while causality is more graunded and only takes steps from A to B to C and so on. Logic is more like a free bird because it can see why A leads to B, but also sees why X1 leads to X2, and also sees similiarities between those two groups, while causality is like an ant, only calculating with A and B to make C, and it dosen´t bothers with other things.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> What I wanted to say, that evolution is rolling dices, and applies new genome whenever is not deadly to indvidual. Those changes aren´t appearing slowly, like tuning up opacity on photoshop, but they appear instantly on indvidual, and than the change appear sometimes (<i>or not</i>), on his grandchildren, until it´s statiscaly more probable that the change genome would appear more and more, until it´s start to appearing every time. So as you can see, homosexuality is not a respond from <i>evolution</i>, because <i>evolution </i>as a process, is adaptating future descendants of an indvidual on the surroundings around him. Some people say that homosexuality is a causality thing because of society, but than again, people did not decided to be gay, or they weren´t forced by psychology or laws into it. They began being gay already before birth, as studies are inclining.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> It´s more probable for <i>evolution</i> that it would destroy genders, and make everybody an hermafrodit, than making a such thing as "<i>cleaning up</i>". If you look at it statistically, there are more women than men and men are slightly becoming an exctinct "<i>spieces</i>"<i>, </i>so I think that <i>evolution</i> will step in here. People even need to realize that <i>evolution </i>at itself doesn´t exist, because it is our biological response, and message, for future generations. So <i>evolution</i> is part of us.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> If this theory even was true, consider one fact. Homosexuals can not reproduce naturally, but we as a human race, we developed <i>genetic enginering</i>, so it became possible for homosexuals to have kids. We did it because of our <i>inteligence </i>which derives from our <i>consciousness</i>, which "<i>nature</i>" or <i>evolution, </i>gave us, too. So at the end, it is a battle between <i>inteligence </i>and<i>"nature"? </i>No. Because we are the <i>nature</i>, like heart and liver are our organs which are basically "<i>us"</i>. <i>Life</i> has this <i>basic dogma</i> of <i>survival,</i> and anything else doesn´t matter. <i>Inteligence </i>is an another "non-vegetative way", to support vegetative side of an individual for survival, so they aren´t againts each other, because if they would, it would be destructive for an indvidual. I don´t want to turn it into a pure philosophy, so I stop here, before we even try to figure out the meaning of life. I <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kant">Kant</a> explain that. :D (<i>inside joke for philosophers, that´s why Siri on iPhones answers like that if you ask her what is the meaning of life, sometimes she answers 42, as reference to a novel and movie "Hitchhikers guide through galaxy", litteral translation from slovak language by the way, so in USA and around the globe the name could be different.</i>)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Againts this theory is the fact that scientist couldn´t discover the "<i>gay gene</i>". There was a theory about "<i>sneaky gene</i>" that when young boys were raped, they become more likely homosexually orientated in their adulthood. But because of no evidence of some sort of gene, they started to look at psychology. This "<i>sneaky gene</i>"<i> </i>theory falls on the fact, that it doesn´t explain lesbians, as many theories about homosexuality. If look on it psychologically, it occurs logical for us, that maybe this varriant is possible, but as said, it doesn´t explain lesbians, because this phenomena didn´t occured in raped girls by womans, and even some of the boys only had psychological trauma, similiar to kids, that switched genders by some mad doctor in the USA. Couldn´t find it on the internet, so, search for yourself (<b><i>Update:</i> youtube channel <a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/alltime10s?feature=watch">alltimes10s</a> mentions one of them in ths video "<i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AI_QXvN33Ow">10 disturbing child experiments</a></i>" at <a href="http://youtu.be/AI_QXvN33Ow?t=2m13s">2:15</a> </b>). All I know, that some of them even developed <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizophrenia">schizophrenia</a></i>, and every child had an anger problem of some sort, later some of them commit suicide. There may be some sort of <i>"Psychologicall gay/lesbian", </i>but it would be explained further down in this topic.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Some scientist claims that an unused gene will perform itself in other way. As fact, our genome structeres our characteristic, and some of our abilities. Because of life of individual, the original genome slightly transformes even by new abilities we learn throughout the life, or by the change of our surroundings. <i>Epigenetics </i> claim that this fact may be slightly true. The genome of parents is passed down on their children, but the "tags" that every gene has, to determine what is for, are "torn" down before the descendant of the individual is created. But some of them are strongly adjoint to the gene so they pass on descendant instantly. If you for example, drink coffe your whole life at 8am every day, your child would have a disposition for coffe addiction, or if you go for jogging every day, your child will have a strong structure of muscles, so homosexuality is based on some unused disposition. What I want to say that they fail to realize (<i>from here, this is my opinion</i>), that there are many types of genomes, and I am not talking about <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mitochondrial">mitochondrial genome</a> </i>and other stuff like that. If you look into the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nucleus_(cell)"><i>nucleus</i> </a><i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nucleus_(cell)">of a cell</a> </i>of a human body you know that you would find the information of how to build the whole human body, and it doesn´t depend of what type of cell with <i>nucleus</i> you have. It´s because the "<i>blueprints</i>" are about the <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Organelle">organelles</a> </i>of a basic cell, with addition how to diffirenciate by the type of cell, wheter is a <i>bone, muscle, tissue, </i><i>neuron, </i>or, <i>skin cell</i>. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Those <i>blueprints</i> didn´t have a gene about "<i>how coffe would taste to you" </i> as a whole information. Instead that information is transcirbed about how many proteins and enzymes was needed during your life for digesting coffe, and what <i>organelles</i> were over used, so the next generation could "<i>survive" </i>a such thing. By reproduction as a whole body of an individual, the genital cells, copy the "<i>blueprints" </i> of other cells in your body and make a sex cell. So the copied information is about the structure of the body and it´s abilities to survive, not romantic affection because it´s not "<i>biological mechanics". </i>Yes, affection can be fatal for survival, but it´s not a purely genetically determined thing, and at the end and it´s a hormonal response, based on us as something beyond body instincs. Because if there would be a body instinct for having kids, than it would be to found in our unconscious part of brain, which is like a goverment or CEO for all of our body cells to function in harmony with each other. But because, we have an affection for someone based on hormonal reaction form our cells, it dosen´ explain why young homosexuals are often confused, where they should be assured from the begining who they are and what they like, because the "<i>blueprints"</i> are exact, and didn´t need to be externally assured later by society or something else. So I say that being gay/lesbian is not a genetic thing, because genes are more like designers of us as products. Even abilities we have gain from our parents, is just a design of a part of a brain or other part of our body. So even having kids is not a manufacturing thing of evolution but something beyond <i>consciousness </i>and <i>unconsciousness. </i>And yes, I am preapered to be burned alive, or making laugh of me because I am contradicting <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Freud">Freud</a></i>, but fuck it. <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Copernicus"><i>Copernicus</i></a> beat down <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ptolemy">Ptolem</a>y</i>, and after they burned him alive, everyone was like: "<i>Mah baaaaad.</i>" If you want to know more about <i>Epigenetics</i>, click <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kp1bZEUgqVI">here</a>, or watch the video bellow, done by Hank Green, from youtube channel <a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/scishow?feature=watch">scishow</a>: </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Some scientist came with and idea, that homosexuality is an <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Altruism">Altruism</a> </i>thing. Scientist discovered that some male penguins often become life-partners, and they find a female, only to infertilize her, and then they raise their child with their male partner. I often use this fact for my theory way before, this fact was even discovered, that until we define history of <i>consciousness</i> and how what it is itself, we cannot answer questions like: <i>Why homosexuality exist? Is there a free will? Is there a soul? When and how exactly human fetus starts thinking?</i>... and so on. For the record, I am not saying that being gay is a choice. I am saying that everything that works is based on causality, not logic, and causality as itself needs a stable, unchangeable ground that can work on. So homosexuality and even sexuality itself, is in my opinion, derived from the same "<i>ground beyond unconsciousness</i>" as <i>consciousness </i>itself, at the same time, not deriving each other, just existing side by side, only changing the "<i>ground"</i> they are based on equally. But still what is the mechanical cause, if there´s any?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> </b>Some scientist<b> </b>based on the fact that we all start as girls before we are born. So the theory goes, that when the penis develops, mothers body starts to create antibodies, because the penis of the fetus is an artificial object for her body. So the stronger the antibodies, the greater the chance that the unborn son would become gay. They based on the fact that the latest sons have higher chance of being gay, and bonus percentage is for having many older sisters. I personally am not convinced that this theory is true, because as a unconventional personality, I like when theories explain more than one thing, because it is probable that the theory can be true. First of all, this theory doesn´t explain lesbians.<b> </b>Second of all, as I stressed in my previous topic "</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><a href="http://wolferingen.blogspot.sk/2013/09/can-be-personality-of-your-future-child.html">Can be personality of your future child be seen </a></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: small; text-align: center;"><a href="http://wolferingen.blogspot.sk/2013/09/can-be-personality-of-your-future-child.html">on behaviour of it´s pregnant mother?</a><span style="background-color: transparent;">"</span></span><span style="color: #222222; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> There is a strange connection, or a bond between the pregnant mother and her future child, and if the <i>antibodies theory </i>was true, than it would violate the basic <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Darwin">Darwin</a> </i>rule for <i>survival of spieces. </i>I think that this theory can be possible, as there are many factors from biology, (<i>many theories that aren´ true are possible, because natur doesn´t have a definition, but a spectrum of posibilites, because if not, there wouldn´t be quantum physics for example</i>), but not ultimately true.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> </b>If some of these theories will become true, I will bet my money on this one, if I am wrong about what I just wrote above the Hanks video. Some scientist based on the fact that for develping a man fetus, she needs testosterone. The thing is, that testosterone needs to be absorbed by body of fetus, and also it´s brain. If there is a deficit in absorbtion of Testosterone, the fetus woul look more feminime, but it could be heterosexual, or be more masculine but being gay, and you can figure out the rest posibilities for yourself. This theory even explaines why some of the women are lesbians. But than once again, scientist are always blindfolded by their field of study. If I am wrong with what I wrote above Hanks video, the "problem" could be in Testicles and development of sperm, and I am not trying to be feminist here. The study of possibility of being gay concernes mainly around development of fetus, so automatically by logic, the causes are in the pregnant mother. But she isn´t the only one that caused pregnancy, so what I am saying that becoming gay can be "done" by various ways, or because of both parents or only the male part (<i>because studies haven´t shown absolute evidence that the mothers are the cause, though it even isn´t explained that if the heterosexuality isn´t a deviantion, because it´s logical, but once again, causality is actuall to this world, not logic </i>), but still, if I am wrong.</span></span><br />
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As you can see in this video, human sexuality is complicated. Therefore the hating on bisexuals from heterosexuals and homosexuals is unreasonable and ironic from the gays/lesbian part, because they say being gay isn´t a choice, but they want bisexuals to decide. As you can see in the video, there is a difference between identifing yourself, your sex, your romantic behaviour, and inclination. Bisexuals are often misleaded by their inclination because at early stages of life they can not fully decide who they are because of it. The pressure form media and society is making them even more confused, because of hurry to find out where they belong. They often feel like traitors or monsters sometimes, but at the end they try to use to it, but because there is poor education for public about them, they often have a dramatic sexual life.</div>
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Yes, even those poor souls exist and are the main evidence for churches and religions that being gay is a choice, but they don´t do this on purpose. A psychological gay/lesbian is a person that had some trauma in their lives, and that made them think they are homosexuals. After brief sittings with psychologist or psychiatrist, they often realize they are not homosexual at all. Mainly are those people with a parental trauma, or relationship trauma. They think that they are gay/lesbian, but they are confused by the feeling for being wanted and to belong in some group. They may say to themselves (<i>as for men</i>) that they enjoy <i>recieving </i>in sex, but they couldn´t have orgasm not even if they become <i>tops</i>. There are many ways how to solve the agony, but it is different for every individual.</div>
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So, I am not going to write about the things that people mainly say to homosexual people like: <i>"It´s againts nature/God."</i>, because it was spoken before. I am going to give you the prespective of the goverment so you can see why there is a "problem", and no, I am not going to write about "insufiency (<i>a.k.a. no children</i>)" of homosexual marriage, because it was also spoken before. </div>
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The problems are ethics and yes, prejudice. As in a homosexual couple you don´t have that bond of having your own children that is even defined by law, and so nothing could make you "tamed". You can freely have many sexual partners without a risk of having a child. Also you are the risk of spreading the disease as nohing is "taming" you. Goverment doesn´t look on milion people individually, but as a statistic number. They want to have a fair play, so because they are feared of the consequences of homosexual marriages, they didn´t want to legalize it, if they think that some individuals (<i>statistically</i>) could be a threat for society. The traditions of marriage are something like moral pillars, that guarance of safety and prosperity of society, and if they fail, they have atleast a new member to the world, that can work and pay bills. After all (<i>as they think</i>), gay marriage can suck out money from public, because of non-having child, but taking insurances, fringe benefit and so on. The Goverment also needs to keep calm their population, so allowing the gay marriage by the fact that there will be rebelion from non-gay people, it isn´t a good idea. Also they need to have disiplinned population, and by allowing it it would cause moral destruction, as they think. So the main reason for them is not only the "<i>fear of turning gay</i>" as some of heterosexuals think, but also economy and tradition, but by the statistics, it can not affect it all, because there soooo many variables. So the hate is intetional and artificially created at the begining, on the principle as I described in my previous topic: "<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><a href="http://wolferingen.blogspot.sk/2013/09/does-art-by-confroting-human-securities.html">Does art by confroting human securities creating "haters" and thus sacrifices it general meaning and it understanding?</a></span>", and then when the "hate" catches up, it becomes like a forest fire. So hating on homosexuals, and even though basically hating, is psychologically proved as a defense mechanism. Solution to it? Patience.</div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">...yes you are, my dear, if you can not remember what I said to you before, click <a href="http://wolferingen.blogspot.sk/2013/08/good-bye-my-friend.html">here</a>, and don´t be ashamed, everyone makes mistakes, even you my dearest friend.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> I am pleased that you still care about what I said. It became a virtue you know? This cruel pathetic world doesn´t offers such things as true friendship. But after all, I am sad. You my friend, was only one that I trusted, and at the end... you failed me. I know that you made better friends than I am, my dear. He made you his puppet my dear, and you didn´t listen to the warning that I have given you. He darked your mind. So I must to act. Please forgive me for unconvenience that I did to you, but after all, it was a wonderfull lesson. At least you will understand by some time, later. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Say to your helpers that some things, they can´t handle on their own, even if they come to me prepared, and many by counting. I don´t have so much tea for them to serve. At least they should introduce themselves first, but I am not even mad, I know that you have manners of your ways, so why I should be expecting them to have good manners, too. At least I am not worrying about you anymore, and I know that you are happy there, where you are. Your little helpers are quite funny, you know ? When they come to me, they wanted to dance. It was such a jolly time, with them, but we were little... caddish, as I may say. They had some temperament moves, that I made me impressed. Did you teach them how to dance ,my dear? Because one of them reminded me of you when we first met. At least I had fun, and I am glad that you have around such people as them. Sometimes, you truly have a good taste in people. Sorry that they have left us, but even they had a jolly dance, it is rude from them to coming uninvited, and as you know, I am a polite person. But don´t be sad, no one knows they were here, and they almost reconstructed the mess they made. Just look at the picture that I took for you, my darling...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Even though I have feelings for you, they must be suffocated. I am really sad that you didn´t feel about me the same way. Now I understand. You are a free butterfly, roaming through the skies, collecting little dandelions through out the way. I saw videos from your friends that you play with, and I am glad that you have them, my dear. Life would be such a grey-ish place to be without them, my dear. Trust me they want you to not follow a narrow path. Be nice to them, please for your own sake. But I know that I am not your friend no more... at least when you returned, you should said goodbye to me. I know that there somewhere, in the deepest parts of you, am I to be found. But I understand that you are His now. I am not sorry that you came to collect your friends that visited me, and you have to left alone. As I said, it was a wonderfull lesson to you. But I understand, trust me I understand. I love memories you know, so after you left me, this would be my reminder of you, my darling. You have a cute little paw, as I once said to you, you know? Don´t worry about me I´ll be fine. Hope you like this picture of your paw that you made, my dear...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> I am sure that you are wondering, that how I know you were somewhere around me. Well, I have powerfull friends too, my friend, as I said before. But you never listened. That is a quite of a shame, you know? But I still like you anyway, my dear, after all you did to me. Don´t worry my dear, after all you didn´t need to watch me after all, I assured that we don´t loose contact, even we won´t never met again. I can say that they are better persons, than your little helpers you know? They don´t make me trouble, but it is true that they aren´t that funny as friends of yours. They are little shy, whispering things, hiding in trees and so on. You will be a great friend to them, you know? But they hate you, my dear, but don´t be sad, there are plenty of fish in the sea.</span></div>
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-13337392369135249022013-09-07T09:44:00.000-07:002013-09-07T09:44:01.595-07:00Can be personality of your future child be seen on behaviour of it´s pregnant mother?<h2>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Hi guys. So I was wondering about this quote by <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ren%C3%A9_Descartes">René Descartes</a> </i>( <i>Click his name if you want to know who he was, I am lazy today for a "Brief Introduction" as I am doing it on previous topics of my blog </i>): </span><br />
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... which from Latin means,<i> "I think, therefore I am."</i>. But let me get it straight. This quote was firstly known as "<i>Dubito, ergo sum.</i>". "<i>Dubito</i>" means "<i>to question</i>". What he was saying was, that our only evidence, that we exist, and we are learning true stuff, not illusions, is only based on the fact, that we can not question the fact, that we can question anything. So thinking became our proof that we exist, and the quote transformed later in his writing in the form that can be seen above. QUESTIONCEPTION... sorta. I think his face was like this when he was thinking abou it. :D Bonus points for those, who know what this meme represents.<br />
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I know, you might be thinking, that how the hell does this thing have something to do with babies and pregnancy ? So let me explain in it to you.<br />
<i> <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ren%C3%A9_descartes">René</a></i> by this quote turned the world upside down, because if he didn´t did that, we will be explaining that the cause of nuclear reaction is because of God, for example. The premises he used to end up with this quote, also showed that we are born with some <i>ideas</i> that make up our personality, behaviour and it also indicated what person we will become and how our future will be like. Also there were some people that disagreed with him like <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Locke">John Locke</a></i> for example. But from our perspective of modern world looking back on his era, we can ponder about it for a while, because maybe he was had on his mind reflexes that every baby mammal has. The truth is that if you consider that fact, and you look on pregnancy of women, something can be true about this. So maybe there was some misunderstanding from <i>Johns </i>part, by the way.<i> </i><br />
Consider for yourselves, that hormonal imbalance in pregnant women changes personality, but also our "<i>moods</i>" our neural/hormonal responses to situations, and even some neuron connections use hormones. So by this way of thinking, the brain development of a baby can affect mother and vice versa. If we have to drag <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Darwin">Darwin</a> </i>into this, it becames logical that mother, as for her <i>basic individual instict for survival and survival of our kind</i>, should know about the development of her baby (<i>at least unconsciously</i>), and therefore, she should know what the baby needs for development are and at what stage of "<i>growing</i>" is. (<i>yes, I am talking about "crazy pregnant tastes in food" and "mood changes"</i>)<br />
This fact is also supported by basic human misunderstang in the fields of discovery. Sometimes if we look back from our modern era, we can find in our past some of the todays science facts, but in some sort of distorted or allegoricly explained form.<br />
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<b> </b>You know that theory is always cute, but the real life is about something else. I am a man so imagining into a position of pregnant woman is pure fantasy. I mean, you need a medal for this ladies, for at least what I heard from some of you.<br />
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I asked few moms, which have older children enough to say what kind of personality they have. They pretty much confirmed what I say above. For example, one mom said that she was nervous, sometimes hyperactive, and that she had pickles and ketchup for breakfast, and she couldn´t stand the aroma of meat during pregnancy. Her child now, is hyperactive and alwasy eats only vegetables, ketchup and doesn´t like really meat. She was even very likely to laugh more, and her child was often laughing when it was a still baby.<br />
The other one told me that she was feeling like she wasn´t even pregnant at all, and her child is now calm, mostly quiet, but he can be a little devil junior sometimes. She also told me, that this was her 3rd child so it is possible, that the more kids you have, the less troubled pregnancy you have, because body becomes less sensitive.<br />
Rest of the responses to my questions were pretty similiar. But I also disover that the "<i>pregnancy things</i>" for them, like change of mood and those tastes in food, started around the 8th week of pregnancy, which brain of fetus started to develop. You can look up this site if you have some questions, just click <a href="http://www.babycenter.com/fetal-development-images-8-weeks">here</a>. I also used it for this blog, because I am currently at home and my University Library is in another town, so I must go with that.<br />
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I know that this ending didn´t bring more information, but the responses were almost the same as those two above. So question for the ladies, tell me, how was your pregnancy? Is your child acting like you were when you were pregnant? When was the first time you feel the baby moving, or it´s presence as like you feel it listens to you? Let´s start the discusion.<br />
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See ya next time ;).Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-10618856236512364712013-09-05T10:15:00.003-07:002013-09-05T10:15:46.938-07:00Is Déjà vu based on the same system as prophecies themselves?<h2>
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Hi guys. So I was thinking, about human nature and the phenomenon, de javu. Here are my thoughts about it.<br />
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<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-yLoh2RZ8V-c/UiilQaNhBwI/AAAAAAAAAY4/lQg96yR0HTw/s1600/dejavu.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="205" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-yLoh2RZ8V-c/UiilQaNhBwI/AAAAAAAAAY4/lQg96yR0HTw/s320/dejavu.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Déjà vu</b>, from French, literally "<i>already seen</i>", is the phenomenon of having the strong sensation that an event or experience currently being experienced has been experienced in the past, whether it has actually happened or not. Also there similiar phenomenons, for example: </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Jamais vu</b> (from French, meaning "<i>never seen</i>") is a term in psychology which is used to describe any familiar situation which is not recognized by the observer. </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Often described as the opposite of <i>déjà vu</i>, <i>jamais vu</i> involves a sense of eeriness and the observer's impression of seeing the situation for the first time, despite rationally knowing that he or she has been in the situation before. <i>Jamais vu</i> is more commonly explained as when a person momentarily does not recognize a word, person, or place that they already know. <i>Jamais vu</i> is sometimes associated with certain types of <i>aphasia</i>, <i>amnesia</i>, and <i>epilepsy</i>.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Presque vu</b> (from French, meaning "almost seen") is the sensation of being on the brink of an epiphany. Often very disorienting and distracting, <i>presque vu</i> rarely leads to an actual breakthrough. Frequently, one experiencing presque vu will say that they have something "on the tip of my tongue".</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Déjà entendu</b>, (literally "<i>already heard</i>") is the experience of feeling sure that one has already heard something, even though the exact details are uncertain or were perhaps imagined.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">As you can see, they are very similiar, and all of them have something to do with memory and senses. But aren´t they just a, like I like to call, "brain problem" ?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> The explanation of </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Déjà vu vary. Youtube channel <i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/TEDEducation?feature=watch">Ted Ed</a></i> made a video "<i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=foVMwJtlR5s">What is </a></i></span><i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=foVMwJtlR5s"><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Déjà vu? What is </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Déjà vu? - Michael Molina</span></a></i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">" about this phenomenon, which proposes theories about what can cause such thing. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> Also, same thing was done by youtube channel <i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/Vsauce?feature=watch">Vsauce</a></i>, they also made a video "<i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSf8i8bHIns">What is </a></i></span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSf8i8bHIns">Déjà vu ?</a></i></span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">", where they looked on the phenomenon more biologically.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> I personally think, that this phenomenon is pure psychological and just give me a second to explain it to you, why I think about it this way. I think that study of this phenomenon is not following the </span><i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Copernican_Revolution_(metaphor)">Copernician Revolution</a>, </i>which basically says that the "subjects "<i>moves</i>" around the object and not vice versa". As for studying humans, or their parts, we need to study "the object" as ourselves (<i>some kind of subject-subject, not subject-object level</i>), because "<i>it</i>" is like us, and thus, we should not forget about <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Darwin">Darwin</a> </i>and<i> <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Freud">Freud</a> </i>as in first place, because measurments of us are interpreted by us, with our flaws and our "<i>idols</i>"<i> </i>(<i>from philosophy of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Francis_Bacon">Francis Bacon</a> in his work <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_organon">New Organon</a></i>) and thus interpreting brain that had a personality with it´s flaws and <i>idols</i>, is doubling the risk of wrong results. The descriptions of mechanical physics is independent form human nature and they are same for all of us, but studying such thing as <span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>Déjà vu </i>is entering the fields of each ones personality that aren´t the same for everyone. From the physical prespective the neuron connections of the indviduals brain are unique for each of us, thus causes for </span><i style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Déjà vu </i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">can be physically various and by studying brain we are standing on the borderline with things like "<i>soul</i>" and "<i>conscience</i>" and even "<i>free will</i>" . That´s why I even think that neurology shouldn´t be a sub-field of anatomy but something independent, even though it´s an another study of an internal organ. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> For example, define "<i>prophecy</i>". It is an ordinary statement that is not true nor false. But psychologically, we humans have that strange "vibration" from it, as some kind of fear or expectation that it can happened. The <i>prophecy</i> itself is just an information created by humans and transcribed into language, so by itself, it can not do nothing to us, but the people can change because of it. But we defined it, because we created the term <i>prophecy</i>, and looking back on history, we "experienced" that they can become true, even they are ilogical and out of the law of <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Causality">causality</a></i>. But still if the</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> <i>p</i></span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>rophecy </i>became true, we suddenly have that feeling like it was true all the time, and thus if you compare the feelings of the fullfilled <i>prophecy </i>and </span><i style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Déjà vu, </i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">they are the same, because of the natural build-in feeling of stress from a threath </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">. Funny thing is that I recently heard on slovak news that scientist claim that </span><i style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Déjà vu </i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">is caused by hormonal imbalance in <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypothalamus"><i>Hypothalamus</i></a>, and <i>hypothalamus </i>is also know as "<i>door to consciousness</i>". </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> Our brain is recording, but at the same time analyzing what it sees, so I think that the problem is in <i>awareness</i>. So let´s say that brain analyzes and predicts what´s going to happen quicker than it is actually happening, thus creating the feeling of </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span><i style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Déjà vu. </i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It may also explain why this phenomenon is subconscious,</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> and this statement is supported even by <i>psychological percieving of time </i>(<i>basically when you are happy, time goes faster and it goes slower when you are feeling down</i>).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> Think about it. Both videos talk about eyes, which are the main tool for our <i>awareness</i>, but would you without any senses still have that feeling of </span><i style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Déjà vu </i><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">? </span></div>
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-2423041031683645372013-09-03T09:04:00.000-07:002013-09-03T10:13:42.583-07:00Does art by confroting human securities creating "haters" and thus sacrifices it general meaning and it understanding?<h2>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Just a thought: Does art by confroting human securities creating "haters" and thus sacrifices it general meaning and it understanding?</span></h3>
Hi guys. Sorry for the title, but I had no idea how to formulate it better. I know that I am late on this, so you can call me "<i>slowpoke</i>" on this one, but it´s because I totally forgot about this video until now. This video was done by youtube channel <i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/GARDNERVALLENTINE?feature=watch">GARDNERVALLENTINE</a></i>, and it´s name is "<i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsWD1FcRYlk">Adele - Set Fire To The Rain Music Video - With Adele Impersonator</a>". </i>Please watch it first, before reading any further.<br />
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So this video has now some positive feed back, but it had some rough comments under it for a while, than good, and than another bad comments so it was like on a rollercoster for a while. My comment made to the Top comments, but it dissapeared, so I am going to unwind it here.<br />
So basically art means to express somethin, in direct or allegorical way. The magic about this is that because of variety of peoples personality it can be interpretate in both ways at the same time. What also bothers me, that, for example, a painting with a splash of color on it can be sold by bilions of dollars, so if I would be an art criticque, I will judge art by it´s complexity first, then by meaning of it, and lastly by history of author in art, so the final prize would be 100 €. It could be lesser, but the prize also counts with the companies and authors reputation.<br />
This video is depicting a story, that describes twist in Adeles (<i>impersonator</i>) life. The female dancer is by the thoughts of people supposed to be Adeles allegory. The video artistically depicts the joy and struggles of love life. The most hated part is when the two male dancers start dance with each other.<br />
So the problem with this is prejudice, because the "<i>weird</i>" part, where two men dance is making some people uncofortable. What they don´t realize that this is artistic video, so the meaning of two guys dancing can be also explained otherwise. This video can also depict a man (<i>as Adeles impersonator</i>) that lost his love to another male/female. The posibilities are endless, because the video itself is basing its art on the song, so the purpose of the video is to show the posibilities of causes for "<i>setting fire to the rain</i>". The song itself is about broken heart, and the cause is mystified in lyrics.<br />
The cause that art can recieve negative feedback is, that people defend what they are projecting themselves onto. For example, I wouldn´t buy a splash of color as a painting even not for 3€, but for someone it´s more complex and has more meaning for them. As I stated before, on my previous topics, people choose types of music, based on their personalities, their beliefs and current life-view. If one of these things is questioned or attacked by other forms of art, they start to hate it and attack it back. We can even asociate art with things, that hurted us or are of some kind of potential threat, in the way that can crumble and destroy our world, that we created in our minds. And this is what people need to understand, because the basic root of non-profit for companies, deniyng rights of people and so on, is based on hate. For the record, by hate I mean general disliking, not only it´s extreme form.<br />
So you can have a opinion from your life that being gay is bad, but remember it´s your opinion not everybody. <i>Freedom</i> is not like a field, it´s more like a skyscraper. Your <i>freedom</i> ends there,where other people <i>freedom</i> begins and vice versa. By more people that came to this world, the more posibilities of what can you do in/with your life would raise, but the weigh of your actions will also raise, and the same is for responsibilties. The skyscraper grows taller everyday, but at the same time also grows thinner, and that is even what every goverment needs to know.<br />
So if you don´t like some art, or something, try to reflect it on something that you like. Try to go in gallery, and make up your story for examle and try it develop, or describe it, by every art piece that is there. Maybe you will then create a good book or movie :) .<br />
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Lastly, I want to say that, people need to realize, before memorize.<br />
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See ya next time ;). Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-31411339889021877372013-09-03T09:03:00.001-07:002013-09-03T09:22:26.182-07:00Students White Russian<br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"> Hi guys. So this is an alternative to original drink "White Russian". Original recipe can be </span></span><br />
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found <a href="http://www.drinksmixer.com/cat/340/">here</a>, but by original I mean most preferable, because there are slightly different concoctions around the world. This is not an actual photo, it´s just here for illustration.</span></span><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"> </span></span><div>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"> I recently drink this a lot, because I am currently writing my bachelor thesis. It has been certified, that beer helps you with searching for ideas and coffe makes you focus on them. But I am a big deal, so I need a harder fuel than beer for this kind of stuff. ;) :D</span></span><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b><br /></b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"> Basically you add half of a shot glass of vodka to a cup of milk. You can add more vodka of course, but I like when I couldn´t sense the taste of alcohols in drinks, because I mainly like my alcohol pure. This drinks, and it´s other alternatives scream: "Live me the fuck alone for now." or "I´m DONE." or "I have an idea for my work, don´t disturb.". I think it´s screaming that, but maybe it´s just me, because I mainly drink this when I am in those moods. So if you see me drinking this drink, just don´t make eye contact, and stealthly walk away :). Here are some of my alternitives for this drink.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Students Hot Dark Russian</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">The recipie is the same, but first you make yourself of hot cocoa. Don´t used ordinary cococa powder but the sweetened one that are made for children. It is like every grain of sugar covered in cocoa. Just warm the milk in microwave with vodka and then add the sweetened cocoa powder. I add more vodka in this one, because heating it up will decrease the taste of alcohol in drink. This variant is dangerous, because if you didn´t pay attention to how many you had of these, you will end up drunk. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Now these are the same but with some difirences:</span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Students Hot White Russian: </b>Same as <i>Students Hot Dark Russian</i>, but leave out the sweetened cocoa powder.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Students Cool Dark Russian:</b> Same as <i>Students Hot Dark Russian</i>, but you didn´t heat it up. You can also add Ice, and/or let it in the fridge for an hour.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Students White French:</b> Instead of vodka, use cognac, or applejack. Also adding cocoa powder will make your drink <i>Dark</i>, heating it up will make it <i>Hot</i>, and so on, like with the previous alternatives.</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">I mostly prefer <i>Students Hot White French</i>, because of taste, and it tastes good. Have fun, but be aware and don´t get drunk... too much. Passed out is OK if it´s weekend... sorta.</span></div>
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-74986221538056140972013-09-02T14:04:00.001-07:002013-09-07T13:49:38.572-07:00Deserves Dante Alighieri more honors than William Shakespeare?<h2>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Just a thought: Deserves Dante Alighieri more honors than William Shakespeare?</span></h3>
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Hi guys. Basically, I had this thought in my mind for longer time, and I just want to show you my opinion on it. For the record, they are both briliant autors, and they deserve to be in a honorary place in our history. But something makes special connection/rivalry between them, almost the same that was between <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nikola_Tesla">Tesla</a> </i>and <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thomas_Edison">Edison</a>, </i>but in the special way, and I don´t mean like One of them helped each other for nothing same as <i>Tesla </i>improved most of <i>Edisons </i>patents, Dante and Shakespeare lived even in different eras. It´s some sort of connection that I cannot even describe.<br />
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<b>Brief introduction:</b><br />
<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-FBMLIA1YImM/UiTb14idkSI/AAAAAAAAAWs/2TudAKudiJ8/s1600/dante.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-FBMLIA1YImM/UiTb14idkSI/AAAAAAAAAWs/2TudAKudiJ8/s1600/dante.jpg" /></a> <b>Durante degli Alighieri</b>, simply referred to as Dante (UK /ˈdænti/, US /ˈdɑːnteɪ/; Italian:<br />
[ˈdante]; c. 1265–1321), was a major Italian poet of the Middle Ages. His Divine Comedy, originally called La Comedia and later called Divina by Boccaccio, is widely considered the greatest literary work composed in the Italian language and a masterpiece of world literature.<br />
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In Italy he is known as il Sommo Poeta ("the Supreme Poet") or just il Poeta. He, Petrarch and Boccaccio are also known as "the three fountains" or "the three crowns". Dante is also called the "Father of the Italian language". As an example to compare with <i>William Shakespeares </i>work to see who is a better writer, I chose his famous work of art, <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Divine_Comedy">Divine Comedy</a>. </i><br />
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<i> </i><b>William Shakespeare</b> (26 April 1564 (baptised) – 23 April 1616)[nb 1] was an English poet and playwright, widely regarded as the greatest writer in the English language and the world's pre-eminent dramatist. He is often called England's national poet and the "Bard of Avon".[nb 2] His extant works, including some collaborations, consist of about 38 plays,[nb 3] 154 sonnets, two long narrative poems, and a few other verses, the authorship of some of which is uncertain. His plays have been translated into every major living language and are performed more often than those of any other playwright. For this "<i>battle</i>", I chose the classic, <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Romeo_and_Juliet">Romeo and Juliet</a>.</i><br />
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<b> </b>Everybody knows that he improved the english language. To have an approximate idea, how he improved english, look at this video on youtube channel <i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/OUlearn?feature=watch">OUlearn</a>, </i><i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BMkuUADWW2A">Shakespeare - The History of English (3/10)</a>.</span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> For the record, some claim that he never existed and his name is pseudonym of <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Francis_Bacon">Francis Bacon</a>,</i> which I doubt because if you look on his philosophical work <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_organon">New Organon</a></i>, it doesn´t have the same stylistic that are characteristic for every person individually, but I am not an expert in literature, so it´s just a opinion. Plus, I think that a tax-collector, which <i>Francis Bacon</i> was, and a philosopher at the same time, wouldn´t have the time to write so many plays, because it would take all his time to do that, but let´s remember it´s my opinion.</span><br />
<b> </b>But enough conspiracy, and let´s talk about him and his work that I chose. We need to <br />
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keep in mind that he was in a dangerous position as a writer. Basically he was an entertainer, that was balancing on thin ice, because as he like to wrote plays about royal families, the King himself could execute him for something that he didn´t liked in plays. He may intend some secrets in his plays, that would appear to King as his own situation in life and it could make him think about, but as I said, it was a thin line, because King could take it personally.<br />
We must consider, that the <i>Romeo and Juliet </i>is a comedy. And comedy at that time doesn´t always ment to be funny in a humorous way. Comedy, like tragedy, was a story that has constantly building up nodus for the characters and it didn´t need to be resolved at the end, but apart from tragedy, it has some sort of funny undernote. In <i>Shakespeares</i> work, the funny undernote was irony. You can see the irony of <i>Romeo and Juliet </i> in act when Juliet was supposed to be dead, but she is only asleep and nobody doesn´t know that, and <i>Romeo</i> dies because he cannot live with her, and than she awakes. The irony is in: <i>Romeo</i> dying for her, because she is dead (as he thinks), and then she awakes. So as you can see, irony is when the act of the story or play happenes opposed to characters properties. I am bad at explaining in english, so that´s why I wrote the same thing many times, but still if you don´t get it, chcek this video by <i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/TEDEducation?feature=watch">TEDEducation</a></i> about dramatic irony, that Shakespeare mostly used. You can also click <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZFYuX84n1U">here</a> to watch it.<br />
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Also you can click <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tqg6RO8c_W0">here</a> and/or <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IiR-bnCHIYo">here</a> to learn more about <i>situational</i> and <i>verbal</i> irony.<br />
And that is the thin ice, because not everybody gets the irony, and often people could take it personally.<br />
Other property of irony is, that if it is used in play, it makes story more appealing to audience and it also makes it appear as having the laugh of audience. We must take in mind, that at the time women weren´t allowed to act, so <i>Juliet</i> was played by man, and Shakespeare knew it very well, so his intention of creating characters were different than the intentions of our autors nowdays.<br />
So as you can see, <i>Shakespeare</i> was some sort of preacher. He appeal at the audience by irony, to give them a good time at theatre, but he made the play memorable by laughter, that the audience took something from the play to their actuall lives. At least I think that was his intention. The complexity of plays can indicate to <i>Shakespeares </i>ambition, to make them the most realistic as possible.<br />
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<b>Dante Alighieri:</b><br />
<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-iMUL9E3trT0/UiT8Re-LU5I/AAAAAAAAAXc/psI7DIOm7So/s1600/danteworlds.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-iMUL9E3trT0/UiT8Re-LU5I/AAAAAAAAAXc/psI7DIOm7So/s320/danteworlds.jpg" height="240" width="320" /></a> The idea of writing the <i>Divine Comedy </i>started, when he first saw <i>Beatrice Portinari</i> as a child. She was 15, and he was 10, but she instatly impressed him. She became his platonical love and he even "<i>crowned</i>" her as "<i>Lady of his mind</i>"<i>.</i> She died of cholera later, but Dante never forget about her. Even he had a wife and two children, he never mention them in his works. He also loved geology, and he even witnessed a falling meteor, that created a crater, which inspired him to put Lucifer in Hell upside down at the bottom, because he felt from the Heavens. His <i>Divine Comedy</i> was number 2 on the list of best selling books, the 1st was Bible, after he died, even though he was exiled from the church before he died.<br />
The work itself is mystical. The story starts in place of his actuall death, and the work at the begining is more like revising his actuall personality in allegoricall way. You can see that the work is educational, because it´s showing actuall historical figures, and also philosphical, because it judges the conclusions of their lives at the end by ending in three worlds of afterlife. Also the number 10 is dominant through out the work. In Hell are 9 circles, and the 10th is Lucifer, stucked in the ground because of crashing to earth. His crashing formed 9 terraces of Mount Purgatory on the opposite side of earth, and the 10th terrace is Garden of Eden, which first people were cast out, because of <i>The First Sin.</i> And above the earth, there were 9 heavenly spheres, which the 10th was rose where Virgin Mary was, and above that all, there was God, presented as 3 perfect circles that fit to each other so perfectly, that was beyond the logic.<br />
His next common used number was 3, which he by this number divided some circles of worlds of Afterlife. For example, the circle of Hell, Violence, was divided into three sub-parts, Also he divided some circles by 10, like for example last circle of Hell, Fraud, had 9 sub-circles and the 10th sub-circle ,Lake Cocytus, that was the entering to Lucifer. Lucifer was stuck at it´s bottom, called the Circle of Treachery. He also as a geology fan-boy, he decided to make Hell colder, and colder, as you enter deeper and deeper into it, because he want to make it more realistic and thus he present the faith in Christian God more real. It´s also told that he was <i>Rosecrucian</i>. It was more a moral cult than occult cult or society., because they didn´t have meetings. They were based more on charity works, and discovering new things, to undestand Gods creation and thus God himself. Some say that they guarded the holy grail. Another <i>Rosecrucian</i>,was, for example, <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paracelsus">Paracelsus</a></i>. But maybe it´s just a myth, but there is some evidence, as for example the use of number 10 and 3, the rose above the heavens, and so on.<br />
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So I think <i>Dante</i> is better than <i>Shakespeare</i>, and let me tell you why. <i>Dantes</i> work is appealing to an individual, but <i>Shakespeares </i>workes are cynical and they appeal to large public. Thus, the effect of his plays is less educational than <i>Divine Comedy</i>, because it dosen´t opens the space for freezing onto. <i>Shakespeare </i> just is sending a something like sublimate linear message, but that´s it. The message can make discusion if discovered, but the effect is almost none.<br />
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an allegory of life, even though the both works started with the love-theme,<br />
But <i>Dante</i>, for example, created a linear story, with variety of messages and meanings, different after every new re-reading. The 1st part of <i>Divine comedy,</i> <i>Inferno </i> (Hell), can be understand through logic and reasoning. The second part <i>Purgatory</i>, can be understand also with logic, but only with guidence of morality and meaning of morals. The last part <i> Paradise</i> (Heaven), is pure abstract, and it only makes sense, if you are reading it with love, and if you are reading it while in love, double experience points for you. So the divine comedy isn´t about the ending, as in <i>Shakespeares</i> plays, where the moral of story appears there. The morals of <i>Divine Comedy</i>, is throughout the whole journey, and it teaches you that sometimes story aren´t about happy endings, or endings in general, after all. It is like exploring the consciousness of your body, mind and spirit/soul, and your understanding and interpretation of <i>Divine Comedy</i> shows what person you are. None of authors didn´t create such a story with many apperances at the same time.<br />
Only reason that Shakespeare is more widely known, is because of British Empire. <br />
So what is your opinion? Let me know, also follow me on Twitter for future updates about what is next comming up on this blog. See ya next time ;).<br />
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Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-20642355998833084042013-08-31T12:43:00.001-07:002013-09-01T00:41:41.507-07:00Why cannot we have a good society?<h2>
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Hi guys.<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> So I was wandering if there is a way to make our society better, and if the causes can be melted to an one single cause. But after what Alice said to me about how the world is running, I was shocked. <b>FOR UPDATE LOOK UNDER THE PART: UNIVERSITIES AND CHURCH!</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> </b>Alice was with some friends, and some of the friends started talking about it´s companies. They said that everywhere, where are people involed, there is money, and where is money, that company would be always thinking about making money and her primary goal, will slowly shift away. Pure things doesn´t exist. Their business is around telecomunications. Friend that is working in T-mobile, told that before O2 came on the market, they made a secret pact with Orange about prizes of roaming and fixed payment tarrif. They kept it secret and told every customer that the prizes can get lower, because that the prizes are actually lower than around the world, but they where exactly the same. When O2 came around, they lower their prizes, because T-mobile, make another pact with O2, where O2 can use their antennas, but they would raise their prizes for calls. O2 refused but, for those that use credit, they lower the time that SIM card will expire, and raise their prizes for fixed payment tarrif. After the news, that the new company is arriving to the market, T-mobile is in fear that Orange will make a new ally. So they synchronized with Orange and make sure that O2 is slightly under their control, so they can be prepared for a new company. They even set the prizes for using their antennas so high, that the new company has a problem to start their business.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Then her friends started to talking about other secret pacts even between other companies, too, but Alice refused tell me more about it. But she agreed that this post about VMA is true: (<i><a href="http://9gag.com/gag/adNqnoj">you can find it here.</a></i>)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Alice told me about some friends that are in church. They told her that majorly they all are bullies. If some of them aren´t acting by their standards, dean of faculties will send some students to perfrom "<i>dark night</i>". "<i>Dark night</i>" is when they make a deal with your roomate, that he will don´t lock the door to your dormitory at night, and then the students will walk into your room and beat the shit out of you, while you are sleeping. Your roomate will act as he is asleep. Next thing that Alice told me is that, the church is trying to eliminate ownerships of fortunes of every priest, but it depends on how the fortune was gained, and if it is dangerous to church. If you the person violate the firs two statements about fortune, the third one will decide if the church would act or not, and that is: if they needed to kept you shuted up. Alice said that, one of the "<i>big animals</i>" in the church, said that if he knew, what business is in it before he become what he become, he would stay as a monk on <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mount_Athos">Athos</a>.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Alice told me that Universities aren´t saint to. Some of the deans, earned their honorabilities and wrote books based on students works, but mostly they are safe, because they wroted in their book, that the author is "<i>his/her name</i>" and company. And for those that started Phd. are working on works of their teachers, while they go on vacation. They also delegate them with task as partnerships, where they must set lecture of the foreign teacher and guid them through out the university, but the money goes to the dean of the school. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>UPDATE:<i> THE CHURCH STARTED TO PREACH THAT BY NEW LAWS, IF YOU HIT YOUR CHILD THE SOCIAL WORKERS WILL GIVE IT TO ADOPTION TO HOMOSEXUAL FAMILIES MAKING THEM ENEMIES. YES, EVEN IF YOU SLAP YOUR CHILD WHEN YOU WANT THEM TO BEHAVE. THEY MIXED UP TWO FACTS. FIRST IS, THAT YOU CANNOT HIT YOUR CHILD, AND SECOND, THE HOMOSEXUAL MARRIAGE WILL BE LEGALIZE, AND THEY CAN ADOPT CHILDREN.</i></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> I insisted to Alice to tell me more, but she refused, because of our personal sake. And still you think that <i>Game of Thrones series </i>is still on fantasy level ? <i>Platos</i> book <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Republic_(Plato)">The Republic</a> </i>is actuall till this day. In this book <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Socrates">Socrates</a> </i>defined the properties of "<i>good</i>", but he couldn´t define what is "<i>good</i>", and that´s why his famous statement is "<i>I know, that I don´t know.</i>". The problem is that we don´t know how to define "<i>good</i>" itself. And you can see that defining "<i>good</i>" creates various statements and cause many religions to be created. Tell me who wouldn´t want to live in a <i>good society </i>? As you can see <i>good society </i>is undefined, even if you know what are properities of "<i>goodness</i>" by human morals, or laws but it will be a human society? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> Take for example <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/UNICEF">UNICEF</a>. Company gaved food to people in need in Africa. Those people learned that they will always suport them, so they feasted when they were given food, but then they fasted for two months, and they didn´t even hestiate to eat each other, while waiting for UNICEF to support them. UNICEF decided that they will give them food for work. And it was a <i>good</i> choice, because the feasting and fasting stopped. But from their prespective they became evil. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> The definiton of "<i>good</i>" can be defined if we realize, what is our <i>Freedom. </i> <i>Freedom</i> </span><br />
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isn´t a endless field, but much like a skyscraper. You need to realize that your freedom ends a nd strats, where the other one begins or ends. And by more people that are in this world, your <i>freedom</i> becames more taller by options what you can do, but more thinner, because of what your choices can cause to them, even in your personal life as I polemize about this in my topic "<i><a href="http://wolferingen.blogspot.sk/2013/08/youtube-thoughts-just-thought-whats.html">What´s with the slut-shaming, and it is dishonoring people who fight for their rights?</a></i>". </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> It is not easy to realize that, because of the "<i>Butterfly effect"</i>, which basically says that <i>"Butterfly that waves his wings in Chicago, can make a storm in Germany."</i> And now let´s teorize for a while. Imagine that you told something mean to someone. That person went down the street and bump into someone and they dropped their books. They helped them to picked them up, they apologize and walked away, because they were sad about what you said to them. The 99.99...% of other posibilities dissaper. What if your future grandchild would be sick, and they will not be cured because the person, that would became an excellent doctor, was not born because of that moment the person didn´t interact, because of your mean comment on them? We need to realize that we are <i>Grey eminencies </i>of people that we know and vice versa. We affect them, they affect us. This is my philosophy, that I might write further about it- So hating and not promoting gay marriage, war in Egypt and Syria is pretty stupid, if the person that caused the rioting and hating is making worse for themselfs, because in the end, he is also a person he will be affected too, and the way his death happens depends on it. We need to supass our inner <i>Darwin </i>and <i>Freud </i> to take the next step on <i>evolution. </i>Think about it for yourself, because the words of this blog are limited by the life of the person that wrote the blog. Think.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">See ya next time ;).</span></div>
Wolferionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16528429165839620505noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078162977390665805.post-26436954771072116072013-08-28T15:49:00.000-07:002014-02-07T05:33:11.206-08:00How much business manipulates our healthcare?<h2>
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Hi guys. So I decided to make this topic, because as a young adult that spend teenage years of taking care off parents, and even this day they need my help, personally, it really bothers me that if the medicaments they are taking aren´t poisoning them. So without further talk, let´s jump into it.</div>
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<b>John Virapens story:</b></div>
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<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-qTYTNyss4zE/Uh59NE1t6WI/AAAAAAAAAUA/Ai64PoUVgfY/s1600/john+virapen.gif.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-qTYTNyss4zE/Uh59NE1t6WI/AAAAAAAAAUA/Ai64PoUVgfY/s1600/john+virapen.gif.jpg" /></a> John Virapen worked at pharmaceutical industry for 35 years. He even became CEO of affiliated branch in Sweden of pharmaceutical company <i>Eli Lilly</i>. After that, he started to critizice pharmacy industries for hiding more efective medical treatments and selling shit on markets around the world and bribing authorities and bureaus. He wrote a book called <i>Side effect: Death </i>(I<i> couldn´t find english version of the book, so I translated the name of Czech version litterally </i>), where he states, that after seeing whats going on in pharmacy, he stopped using medicaments. He also says that if <i>Acylpiryn </i>was created in these days, it wouldn´t pass the laws, and it would not reach the global market. He also had a son in his older age, and so he says that he isn´t going to vaccinate him, because vaccines, are made uneffectly today to be at the lowest prize and easy-manufactured. It implies that pharmacy more focuses on business than on development of proper medical treatments.</div>
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He also states this things:</div>
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<li>He inclines that swine flu was artificially planted in Mexiko. In January 2009, he witnessed how Minister of Healthcare in Belgium was negotiating with the pharmaceutical company <i>GlaxoSmithKlein</i> about prizes of vaccines, but the pandemic disease emerged in May. When he asked how it is posible, they told him that they were expecting it. Later it wqas found, that pandemics was expected decades early, so countries could prepare themselves.</li>
<li>His company, that he was boss of at the time, created medicament <i>Zyprexa </i> for treating depresion. It´s side effect is obesity that can lead to diabetes. Company <i>Eli Lilly</i> was main distributor of <i>insulin</i> (<i>hormone that digest sugar in our food, esentiall for human digestion</i>) at the time.</li>
<li>One time he flew to Seatle to bribe a honored professor to change the test results of <i>Prozac</i> which was for treating depresion. The test results showed, that it can initiate suicidal bias.</li>
<li>He says that it´s absurd to vaccinate children from common diseases like flu and etc. He states that they are made without effect but with lots of side effect. That´s why some children end up autistic or with <i>poliomyetilis</i>. Once his wife took his son to the doctor and she refused to vaccined him. The doctor kick her out with words, that he only diagnose vaccinated children.</li>
<li>He stopped using <i>insulin</i> treatments, even he has diabetes, for those reasons above.</li>
<li>He is alive, because he has documents that can prove what he is saying, so that´s why they won´t do anything to him.</li>
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<b>My story:</b></div>
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<b> </b>Some people say that some of his statements can be just pure hoax. But from Alices (<i>fictional </i><br />
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character that I created for my personal and social sake</i>) personal experiecne, some of them can be true. Alice is a comunnicative, investigative and a social person. She made bunch of friends from pharmacy. As an average person, she sometimes go to a doctor. Alice experienced some quite unpleasant things in this field. Alice went to a doctor and he gave her some recipies for some medicaments. She met her friend pharmacist and you know, they started to talk. </div>
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Her friend works as dealer for locals pharmacy shops and hospitals. Alice sometimes calles her friend a "drug dealer" for fun. She told her that some of her friend present medicaments as they are on some kind of TV show presenting products. She confessed that she is more clever than them, because she makes deal with the selling person. She has 1000€ from her company to go somewhere on dinner with the local pharmacist, so she can convinced them to buy her products, but instead, she tells the shop assistant at the local pharmacy shop, that if he buys and pre-order some amount of her medicaments that she sells for his local pharmacy shop, she will give him 500€, and his boss didn´t need to know. She even do this with doctors, and even she convinces them sometimes to prescribe more of her medicaments. Also she sometimes hands over some flyer, that if he can sell some amount of products of her company, he will win a vacation or a new TV or something. Alice´s friend looked on her recipe and she told her she didn´t need that <br />
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expensive medicamets. She told her to look up the active substance in each of her medicaments and she will sell her other medicaments with the same active substance, but cheaper. But she needed to know if she had some healt problems, so she can exclude some medicaments for their side effects. </div>
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She also told her, that her friends were debating about vaccines. She personally thinks, that they are dangerous, but it´s a fifty fifty wheter are dangerous or not. For her personal experience, she had bad relation with vaccinnes. After she was born she was vaccinated. After few months of her life, they discovered that she had a low imunity, so she was needed to be vaccinated every thrid week so till she reached age of 3. Some of her friends has some demented children from vaccinating, so she is not going to dement her child. They both live in a country, where vaccinating is mandatory, but she found a flaw in laws. She wrote a paper, that she agrees with vaccinating but with a expensive vaccine from a different country. This vaccine was so expensive and rare, that they won´t vaccinate her child.</div>
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Silly story right? ;) See ya next time.</div>
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